Wednesday, October 29, 2008

M* is Leaving ... =(

M* will be leaving for Tokyo office this week and today is his last day in the office. The idea of him seems abrupt. Actually, he did tell me about it during our dinner the other time then; it was not confirm and I didn’t expect it to be so soon.

Well … I admit I am kinda upset. In the office, he’s the one who talked to me the most? A typical Japanese man … soft-spoken, polite & kind to ladies. A very boyish-Jap … cute one too. I think I will miss his presence in the office. Even though I do not know how long I will still stay here, but I guess I need to confirm that I will miss him. LOL… Though I may still have my “top 10” here, I guess I will be a bit affected ? Furthermore he’s one of my “top 10”!

With him leaving today, our project had a dinner on Tuesday night. As it was a “open secret” that he likes me, we are being called upon to take a lot of pictures together. And, I was teased many times to kissed him on his cheek. Eventually I did and it was my BOSS who took the picture. He willingly volunteered to be the cameraman and teased me to kiss as I may not have another chance in future. Everyone was there looking to see our picture being taken! Argh …. Shy …. Oh well … Here’s some of the crazy pictures taken. And yes, my No. 1 idol is very wild. He’s cheeky and I still like him .. and I will control my likings well…. Yes .. I would … cuz I have my “top 10” to juggle my affections…. LOL …













Monday, October 27, 2008

Encounter with Xin … in the dreams ….

“doesn’t he has a gf ?”

“yah, he has”

“then why is he with you? Where’s his gf?”

“I dun know…”

Memories of the past flashed by…

“… where’s your gf now ?”

“ … we’ve broke up … she’s now over in hong kong already …”

He looked at me with a look that I just simply could not resist. Well …

Just weeks ago, I called up his mum and chatted with her. Just a simple “hello” with no other reasons. His parents have been nice to me back then and it was only a form of respect when I decided to call auntie. In fact, I was in town and wanted to treat uncle for a quick lunch near his office. But I forgot that he already moved his office thus I saved my money and chatted a it with auntie.

Auntie asked about my dad’s work and my house financial situation. Then. …. My work and relationship. I am always at a lookout for better work and prospects… =p As for relationship, declaring being single sounds like hinting to her something. And, inevitably, auntie will comment that till date she does not understand why we did not end up together. Both uncle and she thought that we would get married as they see our picture with “everlasting” in his room. Well, I just gotta repeat that things is pretty unexpected. And, to make things clear to her, I told her that I am still single because I have not met the right guy and I was attached before after the breakup with Xin.

She also sound very surprised when I told her that we did meet up once in a blue blue moon. And she surprised me by asking me who was the one who initiated the meet up. Haa.. Well, I guess she probably think that I still have not got over … Well… Anyway, I told her Xin and his gf seems good together and he has changed quite a bit. I also commented that I think the change was good and she is like a good influence to him.

Anyway, I almost forgotten about this “hello” call until I dreamt of Xin yesterday… haa …

Dreams make wonders …

Long Weekend~~~Thoughts

Apply leave from Thursday noon till Monday, four days of not working! It was a good break for me. I feel much better and not so grouchy at work. Fingers crossed … only started an hour of work. Keke …

Had a wedding dinner over at Malaysia ( the XX time I attended wedding) Renewed my passport and times of mahjong. Fruitful time spent.

I realized something. I am always being the one who is “bullied”. At work, with my lunch khakis, I always kena being “suan”. At home, I kena bombarded by my sis, my bro, mum and even my dad at times. Then with my relatives, I am also the one being bombarded. Sometimes I just wonder… Am I really dumb or simply not enough “power” to retaliate or just being nice. Hmm…

My new Favourite ~ Raymond Lam ~
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Tuesday, October 21, 2008

ChatterBox

Haiz…it has been about three years plus since I last took up studies? And … super duper stressed even though I just started. I remembered I took Basic German in my ex-company when they sponsor me then, however the sponsorship did not continue as they said that they dun see any advantage in me continuing…hmm….what an excuse … oh well …. Currently not any better also … my company is not willing to sponsor too due to the fact that they dun see the need… haa .. and companies these days still say what learning organization… do they ?

Well…now juggle between course and work … I thinking of working part time also … time is not enough … I need to exercise regularly, attend my course regularly … oh my oh my …. Plus occasional drinking and eating sessions with my colleagues here … hoho …

Last week at iguana, tried the Mexican food there… yummy … also drank like nobody’s business … margaritas, tequila, beer…. And we moved on to wine’s connection after for red wine … wanted to go double o but super duper long queue! Guess the renovation of MOS has caused a stir in discos… haha .. I no regular clubber but really kinda miss my dancing times …. Keke …

Oh well .. long weekend’s coming soon! Really looking forward … I need to rest! Mentally, physically and my pocket too! *winks*

To my trips "khakis" - Taiwan/Hong Kong/ Korea/Japan/Maldives … Please … motivate me and we work towards our trip plan! Yohoo~~~

Plus .. I need to shed fats for my best pal wedding end of the year …. I need to!!! =p

Happy Deepavali Everyone … 加油 to me ….

BLiSsed … foR now … anD forever … =)

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Ms BuSy's cuRReNt AffAiRs ... =p

my head's feeling heavy again today. I am not a good drinker and I did not drink a lot ytd. Only a glass of beer, a glass of red wine plus a class of whisky – my head’s spinning again. Dinner’s on a Chinese man from my company, a farewell dinner for my General Admin Manager here. And, it’s at one of my favourite restaurant – Thai Village Sharkfin Chinese Restaurant! Located at Goodwood Park Hotel – it’s definitely not cheap. The man’s pretty rich though I seldom see him in Singapore office. Well, I am lucky to be invited. =p The signature sharkfin~~~ oh my ..おいしい! After a sumptuous dinner, we head on to K*’s favourite ktv again.

I supposed to have my class ytd. Well, I’m lucky enough that I can change my schedule as long as there is available make-up. It was a farewell for the manager and I feel bad for rejecting him. Keke. Class’s stressing me out. As I am attending an ongoing class, I am expected to be familiar with the earlier on classes – white hair coming out. =p

Think I rely too much on my credit card .. I feeling the pain and and foresee a tornado coming along. Serious. No kidding. I am tempted to buy a LV bag that I been eyeing recently. Shall I?haha … I am also thinking of buying HTC diamond… wonder if it’s good … lol…

I guess I cant go TW this year le. Big disappointment. Oh well… Gotta shelve until next may-june. Argh. Again and again. Damn it. Oh well… sad lor … no one can understand my disappointment.