~Slacking Monday~

Monday blues. Turn to blogging to get my day through. This blog is getting real mouldy.

Life has been the same.. seriously, my life is very routine ? It's either outings with my family, friends or colleagues. Nothing pretty exciting; just meals, movies, shopping. I have not know anyone new in my life. Or anyone that is of my interests though. hmm.. there is.. but somehow, J* was right. At his age of 36 and he still wants to focus on his career, something is probably quite wrong with him. Hmm.. this probably tells me i should have a career path before i reaches 30 also. Otherwise, something is probably wrong with me as well. And ... cross my fingers, hope to get a positive answer from Mr J.Lin soon. *grins*

I feel myself getting submerge in my pool of sorrows each day.. Please ... do not get myself drowned ... Just hope i would be saved soon. I will survive!

I just realize i love going for movies and eating popcorn. I didnt realise that. And I love sweet popcorn. hee. I love to watch movie and really not thinking of anything during the show. Just watching and enjoying it. Movies are just like encounters of human around. hee

And I have chopped off my hair. With a lighter head, hope everything is better for me ? I also suddenly really into liquid eyeliners and mascaras. haha. want to make my eyes look bigger than usual. well, they do. And they make me look like a malay. People have been mistaking me as a malay many times since. LOL

But i do have some unhappiness. i cant take statements from my closed ones. i know the words are meant to be jokes.. but i can be really upset when i hear them. i hope i can learn to take it.

*lunch now*

bye!