Wedding, Drinkin & Farewell PLUS WORK

my Miss Power English aka Miss Nano aka Lucy Liu from Charlies Angels .. =p
Congrats, my friend!

we were very sober .. not really drunk .. but dun know wat happen .. aniwae, Kawa* & M* has won the best pic taking award .. censored not shown here .. LOL .. i was the first to experiment the J* style pic taking .. and Kiri* long awaiting moment... or m*'s one as well?

The yummy food .. Kissing again ? looks like i have too much kisses here and there .. haha ..
thats e girl who left ..
All the best to you, my friend!

been pretty busy for the past 2 weeks, as what my title says .. I am occupied with these activities.. Not only burning holes in my pockets, at the same time draining my energy. It's true .. yeah .. i know .. i am getting older. haa!

First, it's Nano's wedding .. 19th July,at British Club. A super duper Ulu place near Bukit Timah. And i was falling sick then, caught stomach flu then. But .. it's Nano's wedding! Well, i slept the whole of Friday in order to build up my health for tis Extraordinary Wedding ok! Indeed, Nano has been busy for the past half year preparing and can see that she wants it out of the ordinary style of marriage. A beautiful bride, suave & charming bridegroom .. let the love endure beyond the last sunset! There were quite a number of ang mohs guest invited .. and i guess i can't married an ang moh .. cuz i have difficulty hearing them! LOL .. it's true! and .. the gfs and wives are usually very attractive .. that leaves me out again .. oh well ... neverthless,i am happy for my nano .. there's still another single nano .. sob sob .. Still one Angel from Charlie's angel not married .. LOL

Then, come a busy week of work. And following friday, a dinner session with Winz and Sheila. I have not see Sheila for very long and she really changed quite abit. I guess, as one ages ... what you want and desires just becomes clearer. And, the reality of been selfish in relationship is becoming clearer? well, the meetup just make me had such conclusions ... After dinner at Waraku, we head to Robertson Quay to meet my Japs. Wine drinkin session with Kawa*, Kiri* & M*! We planned to go Attica intially, as J* has not turned up. We decide to *speed date* first. LOL.. It was a very funny session and like many others including myself, W* thinks that most of the j*s are perverts. LOL .. but somehow, Mine are safe. I reassured her many times. BUT .. i wonder what went wrong that day ... we started to have the J* style takin photo session. A indicative of friendship .. 0 inches away .. kissing on the cheek! my goodness, for many dinner and drinkin sessions with them, this is the first time, we got so wild before. and i guess each of us really enjoyed each moments ..*winks*

just kinda disappointed that my idol is of a different click from them .. but i guess, if he was the same .. i ... i ... well well ... but i missed that time we went out .. with him beside me, his closeness .. haa .. my obession for a guy seems pretty serious this time .. LOL .. well, for my current life, i am quite satisfied now .. no strings attached yet letting my emotions go crazy .. LOL ...

then come monday ... a farewell for one of my colleague here .. we took quite a bit of crazy pics in the office and farewell dinner at Waraku again .. She's off to her new workplace and hereby i wish her all the best .. She's sad that she has to leave here becuz of the nice colleagues .. well .. understandable ... but i guess there will be a day where one has to go for better prospects ... Girl .. learn it man ...

as for me ... i have got a 3rd round of interview coming up .. the last time .. meeting up with the MD of the company .. i guess the chances of gettin the position is rather high now .. but ... i am getting emotional ... i felt sad when i knew that i have to go for my 3rd interview ... surprising lright ? i was lookin very forward to moving to a new envt with gd prospects ... but .. i felt sad... well .. the workin envt is not that bad actually .. not much pressure at work, shops arounds, plenty of food around, easily accessible 4d, nice & fun colleagues plus my jap colleagues .. i grew to be in love with tis more now. haiz. .. and it saddens me ... oh well ... i guess. ... go the interview first and see how it goes. ... god ... just let everything turns out fine ...

~ Drama Queen ~

I am getting dramatic each day … LOL …
Last Thursday I knocked off at 8, with my colleague, we got on the EW train back home. Just 4 stations away from boarding, I felt dizziness and wanting to vomit. I thought it is just another norm as I always have the bad habit of wanting to vomit. Thus, I alighted at the train station and puked in the toilet. Thereafter, I went back to the platform thinking that I would be fit enough. And … I felt even more giddiness and it’s bad … So bad … I could feel myself fainting … Not only that, I was sweating profusely when I was sitting there. I am a person who do not sweat much, and that moment scared me out of my wits.

I managed to get hold one of the MRT staff and asked for Medicated oil. However, another helpful staff came and advise me to follow her to the staffroom. She wanted to hold me for support, but I refused. So malu … haha … I could still walk and try to control my vomit as I walked down. In the staffroom, she poured me a glass of warm water and I was still not feeling good. I head back into the washroom once again. After a small chat with me, the helpful lady thought that I must have become like that due to over hunger, thus she made me Milo and gave me biscuit to kill the hunger. But … it’s not helping … and … I went back to continue “waterfall”. I guess I need a doctor …

After an hour at the staffroom, I told myself not to drink or eat anything cuz my stomach is rejecting every single thing that is put into my mouth. Thus, when I think I could manage, I took taxi and head fast to the doc’s at yishun. I was diagnosed with gastric flu and sort of got the virus in my gastric from dun know who. Anyway, I slept like a baby the next day after.

I am feelin much better now … thank God …

The drama queen … on the show again … LOL

Eventful ....

It has been a pretty eventful week for me .. a couple of ups and downs ... anger, sadness, happiness, enjoyment ...

Blue angel got her new job. But it was not a gd environment that she claimed. And .. she's gonna change again. For me, I having been saying that I need a change of environment since last yr? I seriously do not like to be too free at job. Well, many see it as a good thing, stressless and gd money. But, i just dread... But i have a bunch of cool colleagues which we hang to gossip and lottery poolin. =p And perhaps of my character, I seem to have different clicks within the company. One which I always hang with and another that consists of mahjong etc. Not forgetting my own project team members which consists of my idol, my admirer, my boss and they are really fun loving. Seriously, my constant job searching does make me sad at times to think that I would want to leave them. haiz.. HElp!!! Obviously, i should move for my career but there are no gd job opportunities!! the cycle of job search can be very irritating ... and ... demoralising!!!!! argh ...

Jeff is over at US now. He told me on msn, and he's nice to ask me if I wanted anything. I have always like a couple of labels like LV, Gucci,Ralph Lauren, Burberry's and Dior .. And I guess alot of pple know that coach is pretty cheap over at US. And thus i wanted to ask him to get me something which i prob can afford. Thus, I went to check out the bags during my one hour lunch. And this one hour is causing ups and downs the next 3 hours time. During my browsin, I saw my fav label, Gucci. And tis lady which i met a couple of times at the shop rems me. we chatted and i asked her whether it was cheap over the US. She mentioned that it was slightly cheaper and it got me excited and she actually asked me why I do not want to ask my friend who is able to get discount for me for gucci. Well, knowing my friend, I do not want to bother her cuz of many reasons and aniwae, i just told the salesgirl, can't...well how abt u giving me ur staff discount then ? it's always my character to talk straight like that and surprisingly, she said ok but she can only pass me after work. I was instantly excited over her nice "help". I didn't talk much and walked around trying to find my dream bag then.I left my number and she asked me not to tell anione. But, being fair to my friend, I let the cat out of the bag. Well, and this sort of got both of us irritated. Well, the offer so called was something not right and i didn't thought of it.And tis could ve got my friend into trouble becuz I know her etc. Well, i was quite angry and sad over this whole thing, and i think my friend was angry too. I'm angry at myself. I think i am pretty dumb. really naive and too simple minded. seriously, no wonder my family have always find me not mature and simple. well, i hope this time, i learnt my lessons. I was sad too cuz i didn't expect my kind considerations would have led so much trouble for myself and my friend. I shld have consider the situation more deeply but i didn't .. argh .. oh well....and while complaining to my colleague, i broke down. haha .. so weak of me and so girly. lol ..

My emotions is like been played around by pple around me that day sia. I was suppose to go for my free massage and facial, and i forgo it to be with my project members. They ask me to go along with them for dinner together. It has been quite awhile since I was offered to go with them, my idol's going and tis time round, all members would be present thus i forgo my free offer. heartpain abit though. =p after being sad and angry and irritated (my colleague too) for the first half of the day, i was enjoyin myself so much for the second half of e day. We had good jap food at Robertson Quay. Beer, Sashimi, Tempura, Ice Cream, Sake, photo taking, gossips, teasing .. oh ya .. the topic of speed dating ... My project pple are always so crazy during such sessions. The typical jap culture of workin hard in office hours and going crazy during entertainment. well, i loved them all seriously and i think i can't bear to leave them if i find a gd job ... haha ... after that, we proceed to drink red wine... i was feelin still very sober when i got home... but .... terribly bad hangover the next day at work... i can't do my work sia .. it's really bad ... i didn't feel like vomitting but just can't work ... and only back to normal at 3pm.. haha ...

well, thats not abt all for this week ... i got another dinner with my work pple... but .. it's with another project group ... it was at UE square this Minori.. I had wanted to go very long and finally ... as usual food and sake ... the crowd was different from my project team. my project team pple are more wild and playful. this group more serious and it's tough to crack so much joke as they are more senior in the company. And, the topic for the night for my colleague and the manager. the manager seems to like my colleague so much and we just kept teasing them. well... no second session after that and it ended my work week this week...

indeed eventful and ups and downs ... my mood isn't so good this week... easily irritated ... easily lose my temper ... what the fxxx ... lol ...

hope next week will be a better week ...

i really have too much events sia ... i have wedding dinner next week .. a ex-company meetup .... a mahjong session coming up .... a all girls night out meet up ..... haiz ... why am i so busy?!>!?!?!

Eat, Drink, Supper ....

Had a friday which i kinda miss the feelin that i had it before ...

used to have quite abit of enjoyment on every friday .. gd dinner and chillout day for me .. but ever since i go back msia often, my girls night out on friday has sort of disappear ...

However, last friday was like a coming back day .. haha .. i wish more to come ... i need my fridays night back!!!

Had dinner with Jac and C* at one of my fav haunts at boat quay .. cheap, good and plenty plenty .. haha .. somemore, the auntie rems me so well that these days, i get free drinks... haha ... not only that, she rems how i order .. and last winz was not there, and auntie ask me to send regards to her saying that she miss her .. LOL .. oh well ... we have become regulars already .. the food's nice, really .. along circular road .. selling roasted pork, duck etc .. I like the sweet and sour tofu plus crispy chix.. and less than 10 for each person .. really very filling and nice... =)

after dinner, with Jac driving, we ended up at Dempsey hills. Quaruba’r bar ... Nice chillout bar .. with Jazz music that night and executive crowd .. prices is normal ... no gd looking hunks though .. but the waitress is cute .. so guys watch out for a petite wavy hair girl .. she's cute ... we stayed there for quite awhile and started on catching up and giving advise to each other .. oh well ... friends of 10+ yrs ... oh well ... will we do this 5 yrs later ?

and i got the bdae pressie from them .. belated .. haha ... well ... can tell that we yet to meet until last friday .. with misunderstandings in between and finally we get to meet ... oh well ...

after the drinks, we move to thomson for prata .. nice crispy prata but the ah nei was kinda pissed with me that he actually ignore me when i tried to order again .. well, jac was saying he got pissed because he was waiting for me to tell him wat i want,but i was busy tying my hair ... thus he got pissed ... haha ... he's got an attitude ... hehe ... well .. it was a good evening .. and i wished more to come ... =)

P/s : Jac .. sorry if i do pissed you in making you go thomson when you refuse cuz it's side parking over there ... it's not difficult afterall ... and sorry if i scared you when i took the wheel .. haha ... well ... i guess i won't sit in front the next time ...

Gift BuyinG Week!!!!

my expressionless bossthe cap gift from me and another secretary

the tee from the managers.. P/S ... if you are lucky .. you get to see my idol in the pics ... i liked him .. wat a waste .. he's taken ... =p

This week is a weird week for me .. been assigned to do alot of buying stuffs/gifts .. wat is happening ...perhaps i am known for my taste .. or perhaps i the most free .. or the one who can be pushed around to run stupid errands... regardless ...

when i came back for work this week, i realised that then .. i am supposed to buy a pressie for dodo-san, my colleague .. her belated bdae pressie. oh well... being away in malaysia over the weekend, I didn't get the pressie at all ... thus .. i got reprimanded by my Ms Powerful English Nano .. argh ... So she went that night to shop for it .. since no one contribute to wat to buy for her, it ended a wasted trip for Nano, and I had to settle it the followin day. I was lucky enough though. Cuz .. Dodo actually tell us wat to buy. A mini fridge. well .. with a goal indication, it looks like it has make my life easier ... But ... it didn't cuz .. i couldn't find it .. I walked around alone with my stomach growling .. Raffles City, Suntec City, Millenia Walk & Marina Square .. Can imagine how tough it was to get something even though you know wat you need to buy .. But looks like God pity me and i got wat i want and bought a cardigan for her too. But .. becuz of these walking, i saw S* at suntec. One of my many crushes in school. haha .. but i dare not look at him, just pretend not to see him ... well, i have lost all my confidence that i use to have these days.. and i dun know why too .. oh well ... And i bought a bag and 2 tops .. so much of a reward for myself for walking too much .. and .. in the end .. becuz of the heavy loads plus hungry stomach .. i took a cab home ... oh well ...

and .. this friday was suppose to be big boss bdae .. he a tall man, with fierce expressions on his face most of the time, with no smile, and hardly talk to people like me .. well .. though he's like that but he's not that bad after all thus me and another of his secretary decide to celebrate his bdae with all the other engineers for him.. the managers agreed and willing to pool in to share the cost of the cake and plus a gift .. yes gift ... and i am call upon to buy gift again...me again ... well oh well.... thus i have to make a last minute shopping becuz of this gift .. and for this event, i am termed as me currying favouring my boss.... fuck lor..prob my colleague didn't mean it seriously .. but i hate it when people blame me for something i did not do or intended .. it was a comment which i take it quite hard .. but afterall we are colleagues .. but .. seriously, regardless whether i did the celebration or not, my boss's not going to increase my salary or give me extra bonus for doing that. mind you .. efor my friends i do the same thing .. so does that mean i curry favour .. argh .. damn shit ...

thus my day was quite bad becuz of the celebration .. cuz i dun know how would my expressionless boss react. and getting the japs together and sing .. haha .. i dun know if the atmosphere would be funny ... thus in a male dominating company, male dominating group, celebrating bdae seems funny. and they dun seems to like bdae celebrations .. thus i was pondering to go ahead or not .. 3 cakes, an expressionless boss, group of not so sensual japs ... i wonder ... but luckily .. the whole event went quite smoothly .. everyone was happy .. with the cake i guess .. i can see my boss smile from ear to ear ... at least i am glad .. well .. shows my efforts are appreciated .. hee ... and .. i heard that this is the first time he celebrated his bdae in office even he work here 20 yrs already ... well .. i guess no secretaries dare to approach him w the idea ... haha ... well ... i did afterall ... that will make him memorable .. haha ...

so this week ended with quite a bit of shopping ... and it's for others .. but ... i did quite a bit shopping too .. damn it ... and i trying to save hard for my Taiwan trip ... haha

yes .. i need to save hard ...

~ My Sign - Taurus ~

Taurus from : www.psychicguild.com/horoscopes_zodiac.
Your element: Earth
Your ruling planets: Venus
Symbol: The Bull
Your stone: Emerald
Life Pursuit: Emotional and financial securityVibration: Determined energyTaurus Secret Desire: To have a secure, happy and wealthy life/marriage.

Description:Underneath their cool, calm and collected exterior, Taureans differ greatly from all the other signs of the zodiac. Taureans manage to discreetly stay apart from the crowd, even though they have a well-earned reputation for being socialisers. They will let others get close, but only so close as they want them. Some claim that trying to get your point across to a Taurean, should they not want to hear you, is rather similar to talking to the trees – they simply won't budge. And, there is no such thing as an open-book Taurean. Their feelings, fears and desires often run far deeper than anyone around them would guess. Like the butterfly that chooses to remain hidden in its cocoon until it is ready and prepared to emerge, so the true Taurean spirit remains hidden behind a veneer of day-to-day activities. That's why Taureans are sometimes regarded as snobby, withdrawn, boring, or even sulky. The truth is, when Taureans manage to operate very adequately on their own form of automatic pilot, they can switch off from the world around them very efficiently. And when they do switch off, they are actually gathering in their inner reserves to deal with the outside pressures.

This sign is also very closely connected to 'feeling good'. Most Taureans like their creature comforts and hate change because it takes them out of their automatic pilot condition of separating themselves from the world around them. Because they hate to be put in jeopardy of any kind, this is the sign that strives to create tomorrow in advance, rather than leave it to fate. In love, Taureans are regarded as extremely sensual beings. An earth sign, they deal well with the personal, physical senses and consequently all the pleasures associated with what they can see, touch, smell and taste, add up to a special delight to them. Often nature and pet lovers, Taureans are closely associated with all things off the earth and nature.

True?