god!!! it's 8 days to another New Year!!!

hohohoho!!! 2010 is ending!!! how how how!!!! i am getting older!!!! hahahahaha

well, nothing exciting this year for me .. ever since started working, it's just work, family and friends... nothing much.. my work as usual not here not there.. for 2010, i have worked in 3 different companies.. Well, ended my 3 yr relationship with the japanese firm.. missed the colleagues there..they are really nice bunch of pple but prospects is not gd for me in the long run..then comes the FMCG company...alot of freedom, nearby, interesting work but decide to move becuz of unappreciative mgt plus scary notice period and lousy mgt... decides to move in 6mths time ... and now... 2 months in this Danish subsidiary company and still counting.. jobscope wise, nothing new plus new interesting things plus more tired than usual...so far colleagues are still gd as small coy. Boss is really smart but rather fierce and quick tempered.. still coping ... but is this the right kinda job that i wanna stay for the next 3 yrs... i hope... i lazy to change and think it is not a gd thing to keep changing ... just hope... i get what i deserve and i will perform the best that i can! haha

family.. i think i am spending more time with them. it is one of the things that i wanted. i hope i can keep it going.. however, really at times.. i need breathing space.. thats the part that i really hope they can get it ... or is it me that dun get them? nevertheless, i really love my family lots lots... but i miss the gd old times where i go malaysia for hols and play mahjong and chit chat with m cousins .. however, these days..pple get older..they start working and many of us drift apart.... this is kinda sad though... well.. but i am looking forward to chinese new yr! i wanna spend time with them plus my mahjong! haha

friends ... enjoy meetups, ktv, movies, chill out, dinners with them all. i can be very nice to my friends.. just dun betray me ... i get hurt... and hurts deeply ... sorry for alot of my friends who i cant meet often but i am always very excited to see them even once in a long while.... really appreciate the quality time shared... =) to many friends out there... thanks for being there when i needed help the most... you guys have help me in one way or another... really appreciate it .. ;)

Love .. hmm.. i am still single ... nobody chasing me and i am no kidding .. haha anyway ... to whom who have become part of my life then and no longer now .. you have brought me alot of pain and memories .. i am trying to rem only the gd things.. :) to the one whom i think i greatly love before ... i wish you happiness... and i hope you are wishing me that .. haha ... well, frankly speaking, its the age that worries me ... i would love to settle down despite to the many horrible experiences i know... but i also believe that many would have fairy tale ending .. there is the possibility of miracle... :) life goes on ...

i am still as crazy as i used to be ... as naive as i always have been ...but i think my temper has become worse, and as usual put on weight .. but more hiao than usual ... for the new yr ... i will work for the better!

i wish everyone happiness and good health ... =)

Love you dearly for those who reciprocates ...=)