Coughing & Coughing

Been coughing since last Friday. Yes, i am sick again. On MC for 2 days and i still got lotsa phlegm in me... in the quiet office, my coughing seems like thunder..LOL

I really cannot take hot sun..Last Friday, i applied for half day off as i have got an interview in the evening. I need to drop by at the agency as well. So I arranged to meet Wee to bring him to the agencies as well. For him, is really not easy to find a job due to language as a barrier plus his citizenship. He want to start in the hotel industry as a trainee cook thus we drop by at Fullerton Hotel since it was nearby. The sun was bloody hot at 3pm man. I had to walk in the open around Fullerton Hotel trying to find the HR. God .. After my interview with the company, I could feel myself weak and heaty. Well, I still have the night appointment w the Uni gang. It has been awhile since we last met altogether and I do not feel like flying any "airlines" then. So I went down to meet them at Settlers.

It was a nice meet up afterall. Ad brought his gf, and Ed brought his gf too. And i was telling Cui, next time, gathering must exclude all partners.. LOL .. unless all have partners. Well, both gfs are petite and so ladylike beside their bfs. for once, i feel so not gentle when i was with my bf. anyway, it has been so long since i am attached, the feeling is so long forgotten.

Well, had a conversation with Winz last night. She's excited over her beau and she enjoyed the current situation w her beau. Resistant to the feeling of being attached and hated the unhappiness in relationship. Oh well ... Maybe it's just me .. I dun really like to rem unhappiness in r/s though usually unhappiness tend to stick in the mind longer than the happiness. I missed my gd times with my bf, hated the quarrels as well and enjoyed my committment. And i told her not to worry abt quarrels, too much worries of the mistakes or fear in the past is not gonna help. You have grew with each r/s and cfm you will be a better gf now. saying may sound easy, but giving up a chance is like not even trying out yet. i dun want you to regret in future. But still, like wat i say, take it easy. you have lots of choice. not forgetting me. if we are still not married at 35, we can stay together .. LOL ...

Well, I still hope all my friends are happily married, have their own families and still meet together and catch up. For now, those who wanna have a gd career, go for it. Those who are attached, settle down if you think you are w the right one. Those who are married, keep the love going.

HeaRtbRoKen ?!?

Due to free time at office, i have this habit of looking thru my msn's contacts and seeing their personalised nicks. recently, noticed that kel's nick was not too happy. As far as i rem, he's a very simple guy, enjoying his company of his buddies and engrossment with work. But, he has linked sadness with his nick recently. Thus, out of concern & curiosity, i asked him abt his sadness. And yes, i was expecting his sadness to be linked to relationship. And i was right. Oh well, people around my age; wat can we be troubled with. Apparently, he fell in love with someone a yr ago. But, she was attached. oh well ... People these days just like to do so. haa. For me, a crush on him and my crush on a married man. My uncountable crushes. LOL. well, knowing the man's married, can't help it. But, i only let my eyes do the working and still being rational enough not to cross over the line. haa.

Kel was pretty upset since he fell in love with her for a yr ago and i guess emotions uncontrolled. Feelin miserable when you see someone you like with another person. You just can't help it but saying why is he/she attached. i felt the same. How i wished he was not married, and add another statement "相逢恨晚" =p In fact, who knows, even if my idol is not married, we may not be together also. haha.

Aniwae, i saw kel online again last night. His msn was a happier one and i asked abt his happiness. Well, the girl accepted him already. I was sad for a moment. seriously, i was. But not for long though. I still feel happy for him since the long awaiting pays off. I do not know how they ended together and i think i dun need to know or how he manage to move the girl etc. These days ... relationships dun last. girl leaving the bf for another one or 2 timing is just too common incidents these days. even for a friend i did have before. her sticky bf still able to 2 time her was just too scary to be true. yes, it happened. 2 timing or 3 timing or sleeping around even though one's attached is just too common these days. now, it's not only the mental mind that strays. sad eh ...

Favourite Pastimes These Days

Well, i am hooked... Hooked to watching movies. Been watching quite a number of nice movies. And, I planned to watch "Don't Mess with Zohan", "The Happening" and lots more. Just the screen previews make me excited. haa.

Sex and the City, relates alot of people around me and there. The desired labels, clothes, shoes, love and limelight. All you can find it in the show. More of my comments in http://juzlove2relax.blogspot.com/2008/06/sex-and-city.html. Well, a show simply can't be missed.

And, immediately, the next day I went to watch Iron Man with my youngest sister. Well, a bit too late but I am glad that I did after all. A super high tech show for me. But I am amazed and swept by the technology shown. http://juzlove2relax.blogspot.com/2008/06/iron-man.html
My sister was not really enjoying the show. I could tell. Oh well...

But I guess, she still enjoy her day. A nice dinner at Swensens, movies after and 2 teddy bears. Who would not have like it? hee. And, a innocent promise in treating me Swensens, movies and buying bears when she start working. I am touched. Really. Simple and innocent promise. Thats my sis. Though, it really and did burn a hole in my pocket! haa. But it didn't happen often but well, i am glad she's happy and blogging over it. =)

Well, gonna burn more holes watching movies!! yeah

Juz NeeD 2 WhiNe

Been really whiny and easily irritated these days . I like to nag and complain over the slightest thing and lose my temper easily. LOL. Is it the symptoms of getting "auntie" ?

Just yesterday morning, the train was delayed again! This is the XX time this year already. And I heard that someone attempted suicide on the tracks. Looks like MRT has become a common ground for committing suicide. It is termed swift and instant death. My mood was thus spoiled because of this again.

Last Friday, I took a lift down from my office building. A lady, Yxx was very friendly and we actually exchanged our contact numbers. And she sms me immediately 10 mins after we go on our separate ways. She is really friendly eh? Well, inside me, i was thinking ... She is either selling insurance or doing some MLM stuffs. LOL. And i was half right. She is from MLM, but she has yet hardsell me anything yet. But i hope not. I do not have the patience now to reject people these days.

I am really sick of being broke sia! And i mean it when i am really broke. Meaning i can't afford luxury stuffs or even tours. But people all around me are travelling and luxury pampered. how come ah ? Haiz .. I wonder why too....

And i found out .. the MSN stranger is Hellboy's beau! Fuck man ... The pretender Hongkie!!! argh.... Bastard ....

Anyway, a good incident before i stop whining. I saw Julian Hee at my office area. Oh my .. he's one good looking man. I was swept off my feet when he walked past me. Gonner .. LOL... If only ... I have a bf like him ... LOL .. of course ... plus an acceptable character ... not gay or abusive or some stupid arrogant pigs. Well, alot of people cannot be trusted these days. Relationship is really not been taken seriously these days. oh well.