Wednesday, February 27, 2008

AcTive BloGger --- the Reason to EscapiSm


been looking for applications to add to my blog such as music, link, tracker etc.. neva i know i can be so free and active in blogging.. oops .. guess, it's one of the many ways that people do to keep themselves or people around them to be aware of wats happening. or like me, a way for escapism?

was on the phone with wee yesterday night and kept crying..the tots of my future partner if there is saddens me .. the fact that i am no good for anyone... haiz .. just cry like an open tap ... argh ...


Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Back to the Gd Old days..

feeling really sleepy in the morning as usual.. haa.. but today's Kel's bdae. So i sms him wishing him a gd bdae, but it was kinda disappointing when he ret the sms by askin who am i since he lost his mobile. alot of people nowadays been using this excuse or is it not ? i find it qute sad cuz feels like been forgotten.. haa...just me i guess ..




e day just goes on like that as usual, slacking .. Friendster or facebook..but today decide to go back blogging.. it has really been awhile since i last blogged.. looking back, my blog entries were rather sad and seems like it was a kind of me bearing my sorrows or tryin to improve my english..haha For now, i hope my blog would be more interesting and more lively. =) of course plus beautiful memories.




i was chatting w Kel for the second half of the day.. haa .. i have known kel in 2005 and it has been a long time since i see him or even talk to him.. guess all of us are busy but he is still charmin to me..haa.. and i dun know if he knows that. but i realise, i didn't know him that well..but he's a sweet guy and i tink he's e only one after my school days that i started secretly admiring again.haha..oh well .. crushes i guess.. =p and we chatted for quite a bit and i dun even dare to suggest celebratin his bdae w him.. Winz was surprise that i dun dare to ask him out..haha.. in the past, maybe .. now .. i dun know.. no confidence and i look like shit also .. after much chatting, finally i volunteer to celebrate w him..but..he was booked just minutes after.. was it reeallll or just a way or rejectin me .. i dun know .. but neverthless .. he make my heart beat kinda faster when i chatted to him then ... haha .. oh well ..




today ended w him over in my mind .. and god knows when i will meet e right guy .. oh well ... good things are worth waiting .. haha .. to all those like me who are not attached .. we will meet the right one ... and we would live happily ever after .. =)




PS: PS I Love You is a very touching, sweet show.. Romance with comedy..check it out ...




Monday, February 25, 2008

ReBoRn?!?

it's has been so long since i started blogging in my tis historical place...haha..

well, since it's historical, i shouldn't bring our issues up with unhappy memories or watsoever. I am leading a better life now. *i hope* hoping not to be as dramatic as it used to be.. =)

but .. it is good to learn from the past also .. one can learn to be stronger eh ? =)

Wish Me Luck .. My Family, My Friends .. those who loves me for who i am ..