BlooDy Morning

it's a bloody morning for me .. kinda bad start for the day ...

early in the morning, i bathed .. and stupidly ... i cut my left thumb ... you know wat .. i cut my thumb because i tried to squeeze the last bits of conditioner out from the stupid tube ... and .. it ACTUALLY cut my thumb ... a one cm cut on my left thumb just keep bleeding ...

and .. this is not the end ... cuz .. after ... i brushed my teeth ... perhaps .. i was still sleepy then ... i brushed too hard and my gums started bleeding ... argh ...

and now ... in my office ... within minutes of reaching the office, i cut my right knee as i knock my knee against the hard surface of my desk ....

this is just a bloody morning for me .. and i just can't resist not blogging over this bloody scene ....

CrossRoads~~Always~~

I had a long weekend last week .. Wasn't at home since last Wed .. But i did not apply any leave, i was on urgent leave again! well..my dad landed in hospital. He had a fall and it actually hurt his own injury. He had diffculty in walking and I was in hospital till quite late on Tues night. Haiz .. and we were at the Emergency section ok? 6-7 hours of waiting which is termed as Emergency treatment.. argh .. Thank goodness, it was not that serious but he need to go back doc for review first week of April. He refused to take operation or been hospitalised, guess he's worried abt his work.. And..somehow .. i know my dad's getting on his years but somehow, tis incident just triggered me to rethink about my future again ...

Shld I help w his biz? hmm...i not engineering inclinced..but seriously if i wanted to take on tis, tis is not a necessity cuz i would do up w oher sects of biz .. but shld i ? I know i shld help my dad, i shld relieve his burden but .. many concerns .. Our different views .. my stubborness and my dumbness .. plus engaging my sis or my cousins to help tis .. Is this a gd idea? i guess .. i need to think .. realli think .. my dad's biz no big biz like company but ... dun know how to explain but .. doin biz has always been my dream .. do i have wat it takes to follow in his footsteps? argh ... 27 tis yr .. loss .. crossroads .. now and then ... argh ..

BuSy BuSy BuSy ... BluSh Blush Blush

it has been quite awhile since i last blogged.. as wat my title says, i have been busy ... 24hrs a day, 7 days a week seems not enough for me .. perhaps i have poor time management? but neverthless, i got too many too many committments which i can never understand too ....

to summarise, my time is just been spend on watching movie, doing OT, playing mahjong and all? haha... I have watched the Leap Years think Last Friday with my good friends ... It was good meetup cuz time was spent so usefully .. haa .. before the movie, we went to Minds Cafe to kill time, to settle our meal and to strength my brain by playing Master Mind.. It is a game which i haven been playing for so long, and it really can kill my brain as i feel that i behaving more senile each day .. argh ...

perhaps it's just my work... been busy with my work ... but wat am i doing exactly ? well ... i am a project secretary .. as the title says .. secretary .. bescially, i am a nanny to my engineers ... photocopying documents, tracking of the status, maintaining the register, keep them up to date ... plus occassionally of serving coffee... how active can my brain be .. doing these kind of stuffs... well... been hunting for job .. perhaps i am lazy .. or perhaps, i getting older ... doing such job is actually much soughted by alot of people .. but not me ... well ... cuz my dream is still to have my own biz .. earning a miserable 2k pay .. plus my uncountable spendings on drinks, shopping, gifts etc .. how can i fulfil my dream ... i really dun know ....

oh yes...i learn how to play mahjong ... the japanese style one last thurs ... my engineer ask me to follow them to the japanese association to play...the rules are rather different and the points system etc ... but ... it is rather interesting afterall... and .. my engineers are really treatin me well... they bring me to eat, now play mahjong and they also promise me gifts from Japan ... haiz... they are getting nicer to me each day and the thought of me always wanting to leave is making me in a dilemna ... oh well... but neverthless ... prospects is still inportant ...my 2 good friends are in dilemna too... in choosing jobs ... i was too ... last mth .... guess choosing a right one is important .. and now .. my white angel who just took up a new job is not happy with her job .. i just hope she is happy soon ...

oh well... when can my life be smoother ... i hope soon ... i am tired..

haa...oh yes .. i almost forgotten ... i have been blushing very often nowadays.. and i dun know why ... good blood circulation ? i been blushing fast each day whenever these guys come and talk to me ... lol ... it's really red .. and i am not lying cuz my colleague beside me see it often ... argh .... is it good or bad? lol ...

MoVie MarathoN

looks like my main expenditures for this season is on movies .. been watching quite a couple of movies within these few months and i have planned a few more shows to watch .. and ... the crying season seems to be here too ... cuz the movies can move me to tears... for instant, PS I Love You, a show which i highly recommended, touched my hearts and my tears just flows when i see the letters been mailed to Holly (Hillary Duff) each season.. Gerry (Gerard Butler), the husband loves her to the point that he prepares these touching letters to aid his wife in moving on after his death .. well ... the movie is really a success in making the audience cry with the show.. though some commented e show was rather slow pace and boring.. But neverthless, it's sweet..

Since Dec last yr, I have watched Warlords featuring my All-time idoL --- Takeshi Kaneshiro Anikin Jin Cheng Wu!! Plus the very "man" Andy Lau and Jet Li. Nice war show but rather draggy.. hee .. I have watched the Jumper, half-watch Kungfu Dunk *due to e fact, rush to hospital during e show*, PS I Love you and on Monday Death Note: L change the World (kinda disappointed..it's not as good as wat i hoped). wohoo ... and ... I planned to watch The Leap Years this coming Friday with my best buddies .. My colleague recommended me this show and to bring in extra packets of tissue as this show can move people to tears again ... argh .. Romance .. Romance ... haa ... when's our Sweet and LAsting Romance? =p

So who's going to watch more movies with me and what shows are nice? hehe ..

alcohoLic CrY Baby

it has been quite awhiLe since I spend my Fridays in Singapore. Ever Since my dad bought the house in msia, i have been in and out of msia. So my usual weekends are spent playing Mahjong, eating and Sleeping there. LOL. However, as usual i went back to msia on sat. Played my mahjong bought a "baju kurong" for my friend's wedding. She's a Malay and I have always wanted to ethic clothes so i decide to buy one tis time round and wear it during her wedding or on racial harmony day.. hehe .. I also planned to buy the Indian sari... hehe ..

Neverthless, I quite enjoy my Friday night w my colleagues eating and drinking. Kinda disappointed at e fact that my idol didn't join us. It was a session initiated by e jap engineer which didn't include him.. oh well .. but i still enjoy the food and drinks. the yakitori was very nice and ex .. plus .. becoming an avivd drinker .. sakae, tiger, whisky and red wine ...

then comes sat ... went back msia ... however late sat midnight, had a long chat w mr wee and i was really crying .. stories abt my past and present .. i know that i shld forget abt it and grow w the bad memories, but it's neva easy .. well...if only ....

hereby ... i thanx for mr wee w me .. and thanx to my family and friends around me who have been scolding me and guiding me .. haa ... all of you .. are my part of my life ... and i appreciate it... =)