the Feel to Yak ~~

lazy to go out .. just wanna slack on my bed.. listening to my fav station this time at night .. log in to facebook, log in to ebuddy.. browsing awhile on profiles of friends, reading people's blog .. and i decide to do abit of blogging ... haa!

i am counting down to last 3 days of working! wohoo! this is the first time i am looking so forward to leaving my job. Seriously, in my past 2 jobs, i have always felt depressed when I am counting down to the time i am leaving the coy. But here.. likewise ... well.. i have nice colleagues, in fact i like the kind of job i am given, i like the kind of experience i am getting, i like the kind of opportunity i am given but .. i cannot the kind of mgt style that this company is having. well, in fact to come to think of it, the mgt is not totally is at fault, but the pple they employed is one of the primary factor as well.. but i guess i am not in a good or right position to comment further. i am going to leave in good terms and what is going to leave with me are the fun, laughter my colleagues brought me, my experience and guidance at work .. :) it's gonna be a whole new start soon~~~ wohoo~~ cross my fingers that it's gonna be something great, something that will hold me there for a couple of years, lots of advancement, lots of big bucks! ~~

well .. have a good break before my work and already has activities lined up .. Bdae Celebration with Bestie White Angel ~~ gonna have a good K session follow by a good massage plus good dinner! hoho .. plus planning high tea with primary school buddy, plus my pampering session with Amore, manicure and pedicure ~~ plus ... lunch sessions with my ex-colleagues ... hmm.. plus my plan of jogging every morning .... plus finish my Sex and the City ... plus do a bit of reading on Marketing ... i am thinking of rebonding my hair as well... hmm.... well... wonder if my short break can cater for all~~ haha ..

in fact i wanted and hope to go for a holiday.. but being broke i decide to stay Singapore .. and i wanted to walk around or even lie on beaches of Sentosa or go to Pasir Ris theme Park or go for photo taking at the Zoo ... haha .. but most of my friends are working ... who can accompany me ... oh yes .. i wanna go for a good drinking session~~ really need to chill chill out ... haha ...

well ... went to catch F1 live on TV ... wasnt such a fan but decide to join in the fun with my frendz ... Fernando Alonso won the match! really amazed .. this is a game that needs loads of persevere, concentration and focus! 3 Cheers for Alonso!

oh well ... nothing's exciting already .. beena HDB tai tai for months le ... lolX ...

i guess i need some sparks man .. life's really getting boring and pessimistic ... lolx ...

feelings of loneliness occasionally sets in ... many times i feel myself not good for anyone ... many times i regretted .. many times i missed the person i shouldnt missed .. many times i think i am useless... many times i wished that i could turn back time .. many times i wished ... i just wish .. well ... it's really impossible to look back or go back but to have a better future~~ oh well ...

gonna pen off le ... see ya ~~

P/S : didnt talk to puppy crush for a long time already .. didnt see him online ... never return my sms ... wonder how is he ...

Quick Update~~

hi my friends!!!

It's me!!! i haven been blogging ... haha... well .. i rem the last time when i was acti vely blogging is when i was at NSEC Coy... Ever since i left, I haven been logging in and probably because i too tied up with my current job or perhaps .. life is just so boring that I do not have anything to update .. nothing interesting?

well.. i have left NSEC and now i am with this chinese coy... 7mths have past.. flown past ... however ... i decided to move again! haha ... well ... i have tende and my last day will be end month... I am so excited and perhaps very relieved ... well.. been hanging out for quite sometimes before i made such a decision...

work has been a good learning curve.. seriously.. i have learnt many stuffs and seriously going through a couple of process that is not within my jobscope. But i like to learn things and exposed to things which i do not know. I have always believe that to know ur stuffs well then; you are able to convince myself of knowing whats going on with your job.

then why am i leaving?!? well.. my initial plan was to stay here for a good 3-5 years period and then apply for a job at P & G ... but ... things doesnt seems to go my way ... i admit that my direct boss do give me a lot of room to learn and do stuffs.. but many times i wonder if it is because he simply do not care? or is he too occupied with exports that he hardly bother what is happening to the local markets... well.. i really dun know... initially i already told myself .. if my brand was to be successful in the local market.. it will reflect good on my portfolio ... but but .... well.. blame myself for not being able to persevere further...

seriously ... to be person in charge of company really not easy .. to be a manager is also not easy ... alot of initiative, direction, motivation needs to be given and done. passion for work .. morale of work... maintaining loyal staffs is a very important thing that i realise.... here... staff turnovers is so so so high.... even my customers complain to me that i am the XX person that they liaise ... haha....

anyway ... i will start work in mid october ... bless me my friends...

i need to pen off for now ... it's gonna be 530~~~ wohoo!

Cheers!