GooDByE 2004~~~

Merry Christmas Everyone~~~

well...when it's time to celebrate christmas means, the year is ending soon... well..mixed feelings....happy that a new year is approaching however, looking back, sometimes i feel that.. "gosh..i wasted another year!" What about you?

this year indeed is a real dramatic year for me. just to sum up...first trip overseas w my schoolmates...fun, memorable but a nightmare too... haha well...ask me abt my fun but not nightmare.....

my dramatic relationship with my xiao xin... til now...i dunno whats the outcome....well, i guess it will drag into another year .... but ...good things are worth waiting and hope something will blossom la~~~

i finally graduated.....after 3 years of studying my biz course....yes...i have graduated..with acceptable results too...great....

well...so much has happen...and i do not wanna loh soh said all...

anyway, year's ending....all the best to everyone and may everyone be happy and get what they want in life ~

LiFe iS FraGiLe~~

hello everyone....
i wanna look for a full time job...ani jobs for me?
haha..wish me luck....

i just got the news of a close friend of mine who is down with illness...i dunno how serious it wan be....but it really sounded serious....life is so fragile.... he has been leading a hectic life all the while when i first know him...busy with school ... working during school times...saving up for future...then went thru ups and downs in relationship...and when he step into society to work, he led a stil lso busy life....and sadly....he was diagnosed with illness two months ago....i am really sad over this fact...life is so fragile....

i will pray hard for him..and i know there would be many people who would pray for him... you will get well soon xiao ge~~hope to hear good news from you soon~~~

sincerly...your xiao mei~~~

TiReD....

hmm...it has been a long time since i last log in...haha...almost forgotten the password.. :P
well...i woke up today...in fact was prepared to meet my date...however,,,disappointed..it was cancelled....haiz~~well....i was so excited yesterday on e fact that i can see him today..oh well...next time then...

i saw my nightmare a few days ago...he's a nightmare to me...he is someone who have taught me alot of things...he taught me to recognise jerks are all around...and he make me realise that my xin is a very nice guy..i used to really hate him then...he was a nightmare...becuz of him..i led a life that i neva led..well...maybe i am just giving myself excuses..well...but neverthless, he's a impact...oh well...as for now..i dun really hate him...it takes two to clap..i guess, i am responsible for my own actions too...i am not sensible at times...and really too kiddish at times...and naive...plus dumb...well...thats me...a gal who is simple by nature..who neva think too deeply into things..yet think too far in future...argh..complicated me...well..thanks to him....i am glad got such person that could knock into some sense into me..haha...my life....evolves around my xin, work, friends, family....as for him...maybe...we can have have a drink..would we? haa...

i had too much to drink and smoke yesterday...drank reallu alot....and know a very simple guy...he is verry chatty..but from his tone, i can tell he's a very simply guy by nature...probably like me also....simple....well..i enjoyed myself yesterday w my pals..plus him...kc...haha...will go find u next time....plus the other cute hunks there..hee....tata