~Housewife for 3 days~

i am bushed ..

already so tired just after cleaning up the living room, study room and kitchen.. plus preparing meals for 3 days consecutive... hoho...

well.. took leave for 2 days for the setting up of the open-net thingy at my house .. in the end, it was done a day before thus i can rest for my leave. parents went of of town leaving the 2 little ones for me. they are pretty big but i need them to be my guinea pigs.. haha

anyways, had a good meal with m close friend and i went exploring myself. tried out udders ice-cream finally. heard from biaoge that its nice. bought his recommendation - Earl Grey. hmm.. strong earl grey taste but frankly the ice-cream is just quite normal? well, been quite into sweet stuffs recently. thats worrying for my diet. haha
Earl Grey
i roamed around fairprice for abt 2 hours like a typical housewife planning my ingredients for the next few days. wanna test out my pots and pans.. haha.. thus whipped up healthy citrus grilled chicken without oil, tomato based pasta, apple pan cakes, fried rice and agar agar!
Citrus Grilled Chicken Tomato Prawn Pasta
hmm... the citrus chicken was quite a success, but the pan cakes and rice was not to my expectation. :(

nevertheless.. i will work harder! haha ... realize my company's products are really good.. certainly value for money at such a pricey item. :)

had a simple girls night out picnic under the moon yesterday! it was quite fun. we drove to yishun dam and stayed there had our drinks, grilled sausage (without oil again! :P), my pancakes plus chimney~ :P beside us was this Ah beng group.. Thanks to them, we had music for at least for a good couple of hours. they played a wide range of songs and of course ah beng songs plus super sentimental sad music. but it's quite nice :)

a fruitful break this time around. though i really wanted to club yesterday. too stressed and upset :P

I will jiayou! :) Gonna Watch Smurfs!

25 minutes

the time is 4.22am ... i have not fall asleep yet.. haa... while waiting for my hair to dry, perhaps it's time to write another entry of blog to update my life so as not to forget certain stuffs.. The entry - "25minutes" .. As i am writing my entry, this song was playing on Class95. one of my favourite songs and yet another sad song. haa :P

i am really getting very bad memory.. regardless how many tomatoes i eat these days :( they dont seem to help. Anyway, just some stuffs. but surprisingly, some encounters in life, when there's a wish to forget them, they just remain in your minds for years even little stuffs..this is pretty amazing.

time really flies when you start working. time never seems enough for me as i always feel that i didnt achieve anything much. i am simply to lazy to move out of the well that holds me inside? anyway, my dad ask my mum to ask me if it's worthwhile to work in my current company. the saturdays that i burn plus the nights that i worked late.. are these worth? frankly, i enjoy doing my work and i didnt think that these occasional lateness and saturdays being burnt is alot.. but parents being parents.. hmm... or perhaps they just feel i do not earn enough? is it just the $$? money money money ... money do evils ... really ...oh yes... when i was packing my stuffs few weeks ago, i was reading some letters from Xin back... he actually use one of that reason that says he could not sustain both of us since we were studying. Sounds like i am spending his money eh? J* quoted that it's not my fault and instead he is just not capable thats why. Really, i didnt really think that he's not capable. we were students then. i do not think i am finding an excuse for him. he's doing so well now that sometimes i do think that money was one of the reasons that is the factor. of course, my closest friends know the many reasons behind that painful breakup but of course money didnt initiate the end of the relationship.. ANYWAY, I will be super loaded .. haha ... i must believe that in order for it to happen...haha

at work .. i will be working with an ex artiste pretty closely. haha.. i am quite excited about it. he doesnt put on airs, modest, sincere .. hope our relationship at work will be good :)

oh ya .. i have a book that i wrote my short term and long terms goals for my life. Thanks to k*. hmm... he's really someone so full of positive energy that i finds it quite amazing. i am so so so pessimistic when i find myself compared to him. well... i really do not know him that well enough as i find him so hard to know him but nevertheless i feel grateful that i know him and really appreciate the motivations he gave me. frankly, i think he doesnt feel that what he did was that lot but to me they really did. in times when one is feeling down, some words just matter alot. and usually at times like this, i feel so alone without my friends. friends whom i think they were simply arent there by my side. how sad is this. oh well..

H* is so so funny. She envies me for being so naive. haha... she actually says that. but she did say that being me too naive and trusting can be rather dangerous. ask me to watch out. the envy part is because people will try to protect me ... hmm.... do they ? i have gone through couple of encounters that i was betrayed by friends. Are there any guardian angels then? haha .. i do not know. i am just so ... stupid? probably needs to fall many times to learn.. haha regardless ... i believe that there are guardian angels beside me and i am lucky enough .. hope so ..

there are just so so many things i wanna do ...there are so many good movies coming up and i wanna watch ... been hearing about henderson walk or what hortspark so many times.. i wanna go have a walk breathe in some fresh air .. no one wanna go with me .. :( and when i caught the ballet under the stars last month, we had a mini picnic that make me wanna go picnic again! the picture of the couple beside me that day just keep coming back. it was so sweet. i find it a relaxing thing to do but of course it's the preparation that is a headache to many. thus my friends are not keen. :( i wanna travel.. yes... perhaps a short family trip this year before my bro gets enlisted.. next year is to korea with the girls. i shall make this come true. wrote this in my little red book and it's beside my bed.. haha ..

oh ya .. i wanna go k... wanna practise my vocals... haha...

anyway ... i think ... the most important thing now is .... go sleep ... haha ... it's already 5am ... my hair's not dry yet! haha

gonna pen off ... need to fb abit ... play games abit ... daze abit ... think abt stuffs abit....

Jiayou everyone ... including myself :)