I am Blissed Enough

had dinner with the girls on tuesday night and heard that there's voluntary work done overseas. was amazed and got me interested and i spend time surfing time for voluntary in sg and overseas. in fact before, i already had the tot of doing voluntary work especially with kids and youths. i love kids and i felt i could do something especially for delinquents or orphans ; but so far only think and no action ...

today was browsing the net and saw many organizations worldwide having voluntary programs and then i realize that there is so much things that i could and able to do. but i never tot of it before. especially teaching in schools. i felt i could and it would be great sense of satisfaction. but seriously, saying is easy. doing is tough. usually the living conditions is not good and i dun know if i am able to take it. imagine before i even try .. there are alot of people who do not have a choice but to cope with such conditions .. i am really blissed ... and i should be grateful ..

looking at the kids living conditions, sad stories behind .. i cried... i cant help but wanted to do something immediate if i could .. but i think i am not ready for doing voluntary work overseas ... i think i cant ... to the volunteers ... i seriously salute to them .. guys out there ... u guys are good!

in life, there are really many many things to do .. yet there are many pple out there who do not know wat can they do. nowadays, many like myself feels so empty and aimless .. many people doing comparison, being jealous, find faults with pple, always feel bored at home .. feel down, dream big and and just hope they will achieve it .. wat is e essence of life ....

anyway ... i think for now i hope i will settle well for my new job starting next monday. once my work starts and if it's fine, i am going to apply for voluntary work in singapore. i need to start somewhere. i am also planning to get a child sponsorship for a child. this is a commitment and i hope i can do it well thus hopefully i will be financially independent enough to accommodate this plan of mine in future.

yes i wanna travel for my hols. and i hope at the same time i can participate in the international voluntary project at least once in 3 yrs.

yes ... it's a random planning ... but i hope i can do this. though i know many times i failed my planning .. i really wish this time round i will be successful.

i am blissed enough ... i am grateful for it .. and i shall try my best to at least make another 1 person to be blissed afterall.