lazy to go out .. just wanna slack on my bed.. listening to my fav station this time at night .. log in to facebook, log in to ebuddy.. browsing awhile on profiles of friends, reading people's blog .. and i decide to do abit of blogging ... haa!
i am counting down to last 3 days of working! wohoo! this is the first time i am looking so forward to leaving my job. Seriously, in my past 2 jobs, i have always felt depressed when I am counting down to the time i am leaving the coy. But here.. likewise ... well.. i have nice colleagues, in fact i like the kind of job i am given, i like the kind of experience i am getting, i like the kind of opportunity i am given but .. i cannot the kind of mgt style that this company is having. well, in fact to come to think of it, the mgt is not totally is at fault, but the pple they employed is one of the primary factor as well.. but i guess i am not in a good or right position to comment further. i am going to leave in good terms and what is going to leave with me are the fun, laughter my colleagues brought me, my experience and guidance at work .. :) it's gonna be a whole new start soon~~~ wohoo~~ cross my fingers that it's gonna be something great, something that will hold me there for a couple of years, lots of advancement, lots of big bucks! ~~
well .. have a good break before my work and already has activities lined up .. Bdae Celebration with Bestie White Angel ~~ gonna have a good K session follow by a good massage plus good dinner! hoho .. plus planning high tea with primary school buddy, plus my pampering session with Amore, manicure and pedicure ~~ plus ... lunch sessions with my ex-colleagues ... hmm.. plus my plan of jogging every morning .... plus finish my Sex and the City ... plus do a bit of reading on Marketing ... i am thinking of rebonding my hair as well... hmm.... well... wonder if my short break can cater for all~~ haha ..
in fact i wanted and hope to go for a holiday.. but being broke i decide to stay Singapore .. and i wanted to walk around or even lie on beaches of Sentosa or go to Pasir Ris theme Park or go for photo taking at the Zoo ... haha .. but most of my friends are working ... who can accompany me ... oh yes .. i wanna go for a good drinking session~~ really need to chill chill out ... haha ...
well ... went to catch F1 live on TV ... wasnt such a fan but decide to join in the fun with my frendz ... Fernando Alonso won the match! really amazed .. this is a game that needs loads of persevere, concentration and focus! 3 Cheers for Alonso!
oh well ... nothing's exciting already .. beena HDB tai tai for months le ... lolX ...
i guess i need some sparks man .. life's really getting boring and pessimistic ... lolx ...
feelings of loneliness occasionally sets in ... many times i feel myself not good for anyone ... many times i regretted .. many times i missed the person i shouldnt missed .. many times i think i am useless... many times i wished that i could turn back time .. many times i wished ... i just wish .. well ... it's really impossible to look back or go back but to have a better future~~ oh well ...
gonna pen off le ... see ya ~~
P/S : didnt talk to puppy crush for a long time already .. didnt see him online ... never return my sms ... wonder how is he ...
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