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been so long since i last blog ... wonder who will be waiting to read my blog.. haha

anyway .. time has gone by so fast. it's already july! and i am still stuck here in my jap company .. still single .. still paying for alot of things.. still not much savings ... still busy at work, at home and everything....

do i lack of time management?

alot of things has been running through my mind .. and i do not know if i wanna blog it out... well...

i need my motivation in alot of things. i wonder what can i do. argh. terrible.

hmm...so wat has happen since i last blog...

birthday celebrations. my holiday to my hometown. bringing my friend around singapore. shelving my japan course again. oh well...

and yes.. i remove xiaoxin from my facebook! lol. it was a tough thing to me. seriously. i accidentally found out that he and his gf went holiday last year. got me kinda upset once again. seriously it doesnt matter but at times just feel sad why the person beside him is not me.. oh well... looking back... i seriously do not know how to handle my relationship. and i guess i did not try to help in our relationship. no experience at all. i just simply give in alot and turn deaf and blind to alot of things. in life... this is not going to be of help. neverthless. i happy now i hope. i dun need another 6 years to learn that he is over and out of my life.

now... just need to read newspapers more often .. have a change of environment again.

and .. i am starting to like to slack at home.. i love to be at home at alot of times.. hehe

i wanna save~~ i wanna go somewhere~~~ haha ... i wanna be clear of troubles... please... do not let my past haunt me again and again!