MiSsing Another Friend

K's leaving for Hong Kong this morning. It was a pity that we didn't get to meet before her trip. Well, her schedule's too tied up. And her horrible boss only released her for last day last sat. Poor her.. She got a few manuals and VCDS to run through before her trip. She sounded stressed when i call her last sat and yesterday too. She's leaving SG to HK training for a tentative period of about 2 months. Hopefully by September, she will be back. As promised, we are going to celebrate her birthday then.

Life is such a joke at times. We were still talking about it then. Before her brokeup with Mr W, she was still searching for a job in vain to be stationed in HK. But, it just seems so hard then. Both Mr W and herself gotta fly to SG or HK now and then. Well, thats e only way to keep a relationship then. However, now after their incident; she found a job. Somemore, it was a job that requires her to fly rather often to HK. Well, perhaps her fate's over therE? who knows...

But neverthless, it's good to see her looking more happier nowadays. She's seems stronger. I know deep inside, there's sadness. But i believed, the fall has make her even tougher now. We are very much alike in certain personalities. We both waited for our so-called "perfect man" or "fated person", however, they didn't turn out to be so perfect afterall. Because of our stubborness, we refused to give in at times and perhaps end up at our losing end. Our pride seems more important than anything then. However, when we have decided to take a step forward, everything just seems so late then. Well, but if we look in another light, perhaps we are right afterall. If a relationship is meant to be yours, it's yours. If it cannot withstand the obstacles within and ended in vain, we just have to pick ourself up after the sadness and be stronger.

I will be missing you, my friend. Do take care of yourself. Be strong, and I know you can do it!