Since the days I start to mix around with friends, other than shopping, movies the usual meet up is for drink, ktv or dance these days. And all activities can drain my money. LOL
I can be a rather slack person. I really prefer to rot at home and do nothing. Oh … just lie on my bed and see my favourite dramas… but these days … I really do not have much time to slack at my fav activities… my sleeping time is like only 4 – 5 hours a day during my weekdays. As a result, I usually sleep until late on sat or sun. then follow by my household activities which include washing my clothes, packing my room abit, bathing my dog … and if I am in Malaysia, of course all these activities are put on hold … and I gotta squeeze everything on weekdays … haiz…. My weekend burnt with mahjong over at Malaysia…
Squeezing my stuffs on weekdays is really tiring lor….my parents always grumble at me as I dun come straight home for dinner thus my time is not enuff for all these household activities… by the time I reach home already almost 7.30. And one I am home, I dun feel like doin anything but sleep. Lazy bum … well … I need to change my life abit…
Met F* Mei last week for a quick dinner and drinks at Balaclava. It has been awhile since I last met her and Balaclava too. She’s still very much the same but of course they are changes as we stepped into the working world. And the topic lingering us that night was “friendship”. Is there a expired date for “friendship” ? (P/S … Pics not upload yet … dun chase me … lol)
I think … “friendship” is similar to relationship. Needs frequency, trust, communication, understanding and care & concern etc … If I were to rank these points to have a good friendship, I would choose … “understanding”. If one truly understands your friend, you will know her character, her points, her flaws, her needs, her concern etc. But establishing friendship is not easy. Especially between girls I think. Personally, I think there are a lot of hidden truths, hidden lies between girls. They may be the best friends around and still have unhappiness towards each other. Jealousy, selfishness, attention all comes in resulting in all these hidden stuffs. I guess that’s with girls.
Well … I have a character that most people dislike. It’s true! Just that people do not blurt it out. Thus resulting in people refusing to establishing a true friendship with me. Friends whom I know for years always nagged at me saying that I am too trusting, naïve. I guess … for now … I need to agree… I have been betrayed my friends a couple of times and seems … I have not learnt. Comparatively, the hurt from getting betrayed by your own “close” friend compared to a partner is more painful. You shared most of your things with your friend before your partner. SO… I envy those who claims their partner is their best friend. If there’s hurt, it will be just once. LOL
Enough … Last sat I had a really wonderful time with white angel and gang. We went Lunar and ordered vodka. Initially we thought that we cannot finish that bottle cuz we dun drink much. But … we finished that bottle!!! 3 out of the group ended up drunk… LOL … Became merlions for the night … I love the ambience… Seems “ah beng and ah lian” type of clubbing but I like.. Songs by Alex~~~ wohoo~~~ a good corner that we took and we can danced at our own little area, take hell lot of crazy pictures and drink. I really had a lot of fun… It has been really long while since I dance… And it has been a long while since I can be REALLY happy? Forgetting …. Forgetting … some stuffs …..
P/S : 你不是真正的快乐,,你的笑只是你穿的保护色,你决定不恨了也决定不爱了,把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳
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