HeaRtbRoKen ?!?

Due to free time at office, i have this habit of looking thru my msn's contacts and seeing their personalised nicks. recently, noticed that kel's nick was not too happy. As far as i rem, he's a very simple guy, enjoying his company of his buddies and engrossment with work. But, he has linked sadness with his nick recently. Thus, out of concern & curiosity, i asked him abt his sadness. And yes, i was expecting his sadness to be linked to relationship. And i was right. Oh well, people around my age; wat can we be troubled with. Apparently, he fell in love with someone a yr ago. But, she was attached. oh well ... People these days just like to do so. haa. For me, a crush on him and my crush on a married man. My uncountable crushes. LOL. well, knowing the man's married, can't help it. But, i only let my eyes do the working and still being rational enough not to cross over the line. haa.

Kel was pretty upset since he fell in love with her for a yr ago and i guess emotions uncontrolled. Feelin miserable when you see someone you like with another person. You just can't help it but saying why is he/she attached. i felt the same. How i wished he was not married, and add another statement "相逢恨晚" =p In fact, who knows, even if my idol is not married, we may not be together also. haha.

Aniwae, i saw kel online again last night. His msn was a happier one and i asked abt his happiness. Well, the girl accepted him already. I was sad for a moment. seriously, i was. But not for long though. I still feel happy for him since the long awaiting pays off. I do not know how they ended together and i think i dun need to know or how he manage to move the girl etc. These days ... relationships dun last. girl leaving the bf for another one or 2 timing is just too common incidents these days. even for a friend i did have before. her sticky bf still able to 2 time her was just too scary to be true. yes, it happened. 2 timing or 3 timing or sleeping around even though one's attached is just too common these days. now, it's not only the mental mind that strays. sad eh ...