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gosh....i am getting older...this year birthday really different from last year..a few of my friends made their efforts to celebrate with me. i am really touched...i thought this year would be sad like last year..but i neva expect this year to be differenr...plus my colleagues..they really make me so happy . :)

one of the things that i am really happy was e watch i received from my parents...they bought me the watch that i was eyeing for 4 yrs... i was so happy that i cried... well...i was trying to save up to buy it but they bought it..so of course...i am extremely happy...well...parents after all :)

my birthday celebrations spread over 2 weeks... haha...because my friends usually dunno each other, i have to spread my time with them..and becuz of this, i feel that i am so popular..haha...no la...not popular..cuz my skin rather thick...i want people to celebrate with me.. well...actually i dun really like to celebrate birthdays..just an indication of getting older and a signal taht i am facing more troubles as i get older...

haiz~~getting older...xin....you owe me a present..not one bt two...

my wishes..simple...just wanna my whole family to be free from problems...and...i can really be in my fairytale..to be with the one i really love...would it be you, xin? haa.... i dunno...actually i dunno if i wanna be with you....i am totally lost.....