Taurus is an earth sign ruled by Venus. Taurus represents art, beauty in all its forms, and strength (not only physical). Taureans are realistic, security loving (both on the material and psychological level) and they like routines, also in their love relationship. In order to obtain this kind of security, they use all of their qualities: resistance, quietness, patience and practical intelligence. They seldom lose control, but when they do get angry they can be violent. This is the reason why it is necessary for them to find the right partner. Taureans live and love in a complete manner, they are constant, and never vain.
Oh well....how true this is about me? i dunno..haha.....my xin is a pisces....and this is how they analyses my relationship with pisces people...oh well.....
TAURUS AND PISCES
Pisces may not altogether understand Taurus's materialistic approach to life. But the dependability of Taurus supplies the anchor Pisces needs to keep from drifting away into a private sea of fantasy. Hard-working Taurus sets a good example for lazy Pisces. Also, Taurus's practical, easygoing nature helps Pisces through its frequent changes of mood. In love, Taurus is devoted and Pisces is adoring. Though Pisces can be a little fey for Taurus, they're well suited sexually. Taurus is passionate, Pisces is sensual, and what's wrong with that?
Saturday, February 26, 2005
Friday, February 11, 2005
New YeaR
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!
Cool, it's the new year season. Everyone's visiting? i have just done my visiting in malaysia, so here i am back in singapore. Well, who wants me to their homes for the new year ? let me know k? haha
looks like the new year has some surprises for me. but yet to know. i actually thought of ending my complicated relationship with xin. cuz waiting game is really a torture. my close friend maybe leaving for hk, i told xin. he told me, it's ok... he'll be able to keep be company when he comes back. What's the meaning of this? haiz~~i think too much. gosh... sometimesi just do...
well, right now..before he does what he promises me, i guess, i better concentrate on earning big bucks for the near future. i need to achieve my dream of owning my shop!!! hee :) wish me luck~~~
Cool, it's the new year season. Everyone's visiting? i have just done my visiting in malaysia, so here i am back in singapore. Well, who wants me to their homes for the new year ? let me know k? haha
looks like the new year has some surprises for me. but yet to know. i actually thought of ending my complicated relationship with xin. cuz waiting game is really a torture. my close friend maybe leaving for hk, i told xin. he told me, it's ok... he'll be able to keep be company when he comes back. What's the meaning of this? haiz~~i think too much. gosh... sometimesi just do...
well, right now..before he does what he promises me, i guess, i better concentrate on earning big bucks for the near future. i need to achieve my dream of owning my shop!!! hee :) wish me luck~~~
Saturday, February 05, 2005
oh valentine~~~
hey..it's been very long since i last write my blog....been busy....lazing...haa
aniwae, i met up my gf who came back from aus yesterday. she's in love...oh mine...and i din know until yesterday..hee..so good at hiding...and my colleague called me yesterday night to tell me how she misses her husband cuz her husband is at usa..oh well..long distance relationship is really not easy to maintain...oh well....what abt me? where's my valentine?
hmm...dreamt of xin last night..well, it's almost a yr...oh well...really long neva been in love..haha...do i need it ? i dunno...i thought i am a faithful, loyal, sentimental gal..yes..indeed i am...but i am tired of the waiting game...haiz~~
aniwae, i met up my gf who came back from aus yesterday. she's in love...oh mine...and i din know until yesterday..hee..so good at hiding...and my colleague called me yesterday night to tell me how she misses her husband cuz her husband is at usa..oh well..long distance relationship is really not easy to maintain...oh well....what abt me? where's my valentine?
hmm...dreamt of xin last night..well, it's almost a yr...oh well...really long neva been in love..haha...do i need it ? i dunno...i thought i am a faithful, loyal, sentimental gal..yes..indeed i am...but i am tired of the waiting game...haiz~~
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
Cry Baby
yesterday was a horrible day for me... i do not know why...but i just feel very horrible inside...i feeling like ending my life...it is so horrible...well...i am like living for people..leading a life for people...
but what kind of life i want? ... do i know?
maybe it's me...just myself...i am just simply like to give myself too much pressure...hey, ya just a human being ok? ya not saint ok ? dun try to be saint...no one appreciates...sometimes, i always said these to myself..i feel myself doing too much for others...really kinda silly...do i deserve all these? haiz~~ i am really stressed up with life...
i am always so bubbly to others...but..really..i haven been really happy for a long long time...haiz~~
well, nvm....lucky i cried alot last night...really cried so much til my eyes were so swollen..but the crying thing really make me so much better....
but what kind of life i want? ... do i know?
maybe it's me...just myself...i am just simply like to give myself too much pressure...hey, ya just a human being ok? ya not saint ok ? dun try to be saint...no one appreciates...sometimes, i always said these to myself..i feel myself doing too much for others...really kinda silly...do i deserve all these? haiz~~ i am really stressed up with life...
i am always so bubbly to others...but..really..i haven been really happy for a long long time...haiz~~
well, nvm....lucky i cried alot last night...really cried so much til my eyes were so swollen..but the crying thing really make me so much better....
Sunday, January 09, 2005
Pre-WorkinG Sydrome
well...well...well....i have been working all this while.....since 19......but i dunno why....after i signed the letter of appointment of the full time job...i dun feel like working....kinda sick...and blamed myself for signing....whats up with me?
well, perhaps, all these while, i am working on a part time basis...no stress...not much responsibility...but now, i have to bear responsibility for the job...have to take precaution of my speech...be careful not to divulge company's operations etc....god....must be really careful....well, i do sound serious cuz my job is like a personal assistant to my boss...i am in charge of his almost everything....i will have access to alot of company's stuffs.....hmm....seems to have a lot of responsibility..but pay not very satisfying ley....haha....probably, if the pay was higher, i may not have the pre-working sydrome afterall....well, the HR promise to review my pay after three mths...just hope she do what she say......otherwise, i wonder if i would ever stay long in the company....
hmm...wish me luck ba......i hope i won't be bored in this manufacturing firm...and hope....i have great propects in it.......:)
well, perhaps, all these while, i am working on a part time basis...no stress...not much responsibility...but now, i have to bear responsibility for the job...have to take precaution of my speech...be careful not to divulge company's operations etc....god....must be really careful....well, i do sound serious cuz my job is like a personal assistant to my boss...i am in charge of his almost everything....i will have access to alot of company's stuffs.....hmm....seems to have a lot of responsibility..but pay not very satisfying ley....haha....probably, if the pay was higher, i may not have the pre-working sydrome afterall....well, the HR promise to review my pay after three mths...just hope she do what she say......otherwise, i wonder if i would ever stay long in the company....
hmm...wish me luck ba......i hope i won't be bored in this manufacturing firm...and hope....i have great propects in it.......:)
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
WhaTs WronG witH me?!?
i saw my nightmare a few days ago....however..i still upset over the acquaintance....i dunno whats wrong with me. i admit this time round, i was more calm than the previous time that i saw him. but...i really can't push him out of my mind. why...i dunno why also...what that has happen is already over. why do i seems so lost.....argh...i hope i won't see him again...yet i wanna see him....confuse...well...women are complicated creatures...i admit i can understand people very well....but i dun understand myself....what do i want ? him? no...i know who i want to be with right now....my complicated xin....but why am i behaving like that...dun tell me i love him...nah....i dun...attractions probably...physical appearance? haa...i dunno....what abt me? where do i stand? no where...he doesn't care abt me at all..so why shld i bother..fuck him...anyway...i am simply too bored...thats why u came into the picture..i know who i want in life..but i wonder if u know who u want...you just love urself too much..
hmm...i dunno what am i writing.....i am loss.....xin.....forgive me....
hmm...i dunno what am i writing.....i am loss.....xin.....forgive me....
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
Start oF 2005~~
for a start of the new 2005, i should be quite happy cuz i met my special someone today. we had a great chat and i hope things will continue to be like this....well...keep my fingers crossed...
but however things are so ironic....i met my nightmare on the roads today also. we walked past each other. i saw him last month and i saw him again. well...singapore is really simply too small. i can't avoid him i guess...well...dunno what to say....
2004 ended with alot of bloodshed....the tsunami killed so many people. if only i know medical stuffs, i would gg and help out. but i am a useless gal who is so afraid of blood...and so blur at times. would make things worse only i guess..so i can only help by donating clothes and money. i really feel so sad for them...i cried while watching the news..especially scenes of the corpses..and when i saw the mums screaming at their dead kids, i could not figure what they were screaming..but from the tone, i know....the words hurt...i just hope everything will be better by the day...
hope nothing like this happens again....the number of deaths is too shocking....
well.....and i....found a full time job..finally....pay is not cfm yet..but the range of the salary is quite standard..so i just hope that the pple and environment will be interesting. i hope my job won't be boring...hee...so bless me kay ?
and sucks....work starts at 8....
early....i wonder how many times i would be late :P
thats all i guess....
take care everyone....
i like everyone....
cheers~~~
but however things are so ironic....i met my nightmare on the roads today also. we walked past each other. i saw him last month and i saw him again. well...singapore is really simply too small. i can't avoid him i guess...well...dunno what to say....
2004 ended with alot of bloodshed....the tsunami killed so many people. if only i know medical stuffs, i would gg and help out. but i am a useless gal who is so afraid of blood...and so blur at times. would make things worse only i guess..so i can only help by donating clothes and money. i really feel so sad for them...i cried while watching the news..especially scenes of the corpses..and when i saw the mums screaming at their dead kids, i could not figure what they were screaming..but from the tone, i know....the words hurt...i just hope everything will be better by the day...
hope nothing like this happens again....the number of deaths is too shocking....
well.....and i....found a full time job..finally....pay is not cfm yet..but the range of the salary is quite standard..so i just hope that the pple and environment will be interesting. i hope my job won't be boring...hee...so bless me kay ?
and sucks....work starts at 8....
early....i wonder how many times i would be late :P
thats all i guess....
take care everyone....
i like everyone....
cheers~~~
Saturday, January 01, 2005
2005!! ResolutionS?!?
ho ho ho ...
christmas is over!! 2005 has come~~~
hmm....a new year..so people, got any resolutions?
me....never really think....let me think....
eh..every year also relatively the same ba....but never really keep to my resolutions..eh...no good hor..cuz never really write down mah...ok...i shall write on my blog..hope i can keep them..
1. Do not Smoke...
i am not a regular smoker..but always bad habit..so this year must try to quit..:P
2. Drink LesSer...
well, quite addicted to drinking nowadays..so must cut down...healthy and save costs.. hee
3. Stop bumminG around and be committed to a full time job...
lazy la....still want my part time actually...but can be quite sian at times...so must train to settle down liao..
4. Stop blaminG myselF for past Mistakes ...
well...i can't stop blaming myself for things i have stupidly done. keep lookinG back and can't face reality..hope i be able to face e music..
5. Settle my relationship with Xin...
Ours is a complicated relationship..ups and downs...hope i can settle it this year...it's torturing me...
6. Be Optimistic
i am a happy go lucky person actually. but i am very pessimistic over a lot of things. i think too much and thats why can't be really happy though i dun show it . i hope i can be optimistic and be a happier person than before. then i really cannot remove my crying face from my nick in msn (been there for long liao) :P
7. Pay off my debts..
get out of my poverty cycle this year and get richer by the day!!! my dream!i can do it!! :P
8. Spend more time with my family.
i admit i really dun spend enough time with my family. i will try to make more time with them
9. Spend more time with my school pals especially jc friends.
haven see them for very long....
10. Lose weight
every year, my resolution will include this..haha
well...so much ... alot more..but i dun wanna be so loh soh...
well, still..i wish everyone best of health, happiness and prosperity.
lastly, my deepest sympathy to the victims in the tsunami disaster.
christmas is over!! 2005 has come~~~
hmm....a new year..so people, got any resolutions?
me....never really think....let me think....
eh..every year also relatively the same ba....but never really keep to my resolutions..eh...no good hor..cuz never really write down mah...ok...i shall write on my blog..hope i can keep them..
1. Do not Smoke...
i am not a regular smoker..but always bad habit..so this year must try to quit..:P
2. Drink LesSer...
well, quite addicted to drinking nowadays..so must cut down...healthy and save costs.. hee
3. Stop bumminG around and be committed to a full time job...
lazy la....still want my part time actually...but can be quite sian at times...so must train to settle down liao..
4. Stop blaminG myselF for past Mistakes ...
well...i can't stop blaming myself for things i have stupidly done. keep lookinG back and can't face reality..hope i be able to face e music..
5. Settle my relationship with Xin...
Ours is a complicated relationship..ups and downs...hope i can settle it this year...it's torturing me...
6. Be Optimistic
i am a happy go lucky person actually. but i am very pessimistic over a lot of things. i think too much and thats why can't be really happy though i dun show it . i hope i can be optimistic and be a happier person than before. then i really cannot remove my crying face from my nick in msn (been there for long liao) :P
7. Pay off my debts..
get out of my poverty cycle this year and get richer by the day!!! my dream!i can do it!! :P
8. Spend more time with my family.
i admit i really dun spend enough time with my family. i will try to make more time with them
9. Spend more time with my school pals especially jc friends.
haven see them for very long....
10. Lose weight
every year, my resolution will include this..haha
well...so much ... alot more..but i dun wanna be so loh soh...
well, still..i wish everyone best of health, happiness and prosperity.
lastly, my deepest sympathy to the victims in the tsunami disaster.
Saturday, December 25, 2004
GooDByE 2004~~~
Merry Christmas Everyone~~~
well...when it's time to celebrate christmas means, the year is ending soon... well..mixed feelings....happy that a new year is approaching however, looking back, sometimes i feel that.. "gosh..i wasted another year!" What about you?
this year indeed is a real dramatic year for me. just to sum up...first trip overseas w my schoolmates...fun, memorable but a nightmare too... haha well...ask me abt my fun but not nightmare.....
my dramatic relationship with my xiao xin... til now...i dunno whats the outcome....well, i guess it will drag into another year .... but ...good things are worth waiting and hope something will blossom la~~~
i finally graduated.....after 3 years of studying my biz course....yes...i have graduated..with acceptable results too...great....
well...so much has happen...and i do not wanna loh soh said all...
anyway, year's ending....all the best to everyone and may everyone be happy and get what they want in life ~
well...when it's time to celebrate christmas means, the year is ending soon... well..mixed feelings....happy that a new year is approaching however, looking back, sometimes i feel that.. "gosh..i wasted another year!" What about you?
this year indeed is a real dramatic year for me. just to sum up...first trip overseas w my schoolmates...fun, memorable but a nightmare too... haha well...ask me abt my fun but not nightmare.....
my dramatic relationship with my xiao xin... til now...i dunno whats the outcome....well, i guess it will drag into another year .... but ...good things are worth waiting and hope something will blossom la~~~
i finally graduated.....after 3 years of studying my biz course....yes...i have graduated..with acceptable results too...great....
well...so much has happen...and i do not wanna loh soh said all...
anyway, year's ending....all the best to everyone and may everyone be happy and get what they want in life ~
Friday, December 17, 2004
LiFe iS FraGiLe~~
hello everyone....
i wanna look for a full time job...ani jobs for me?
haha..wish me luck....
i just got the news of a close friend of mine who is down with illness...i dunno how serious it wan be....but it really sounded serious....life is so fragile.... he has been leading a hectic life all the while when i first know him...busy with school ... working during school times...saving up for future...then went thru ups and downs in relationship...and when he step into society to work, he led a stil lso busy life....and sadly....he was diagnosed with illness two months ago....i am really sad over this fact...life is so fragile....
i will pray hard for him..and i know there would be many people who would pray for him... you will get well soon xiao ge~~hope to hear good news from you soon~~~
sincerly...your xiao mei~~~
i wanna look for a full time job...ani jobs for me?
haha..wish me luck....
i just got the news of a close friend of mine who is down with illness...i dunno how serious it wan be....but it really sounded serious....life is so fragile.... he has been leading a hectic life all the while when i first know him...busy with school ... working during school times...saving up for future...then went thru ups and downs in relationship...and when he step into society to work, he led a stil lso busy life....and sadly....he was diagnosed with illness two months ago....i am really sad over this fact...life is so fragile....
i will pray hard for him..and i know there would be many people who would pray for him... you will get well soon xiao ge~~hope to hear good news from you soon~~~
sincerly...your xiao mei~~~
Sunday, December 05, 2004
TiReD....
hmm...it has been a long time since i last log in...haha...almost forgotten the password.. :P
well...i woke up today...in fact was prepared to meet my date...however,,,disappointed..it was cancelled....haiz~~well....i was so excited yesterday on e fact that i can see him today..oh well...next time then...
i saw my nightmare a few days ago...he's a nightmare to me...he is someone who have taught me alot of things...he taught me to recognise jerks are all around...and he make me realise that my xin is a very nice guy..i used to really hate him then...he was a nightmare...becuz of him..i led a life that i neva led..well...maybe i am just giving myself excuses..well...but neverthless, he's a impact...oh well...as for now..i dun really hate him...it takes two to clap..i guess, i am responsible for my own actions too...i am not sensible at times...and really too kiddish at times...and naive...plus dumb...well...thats me...a gal who is simple by nature..who neva think too deeply into things..yet think too far in future...argh..complicated me...well..thanks to him....i am glad got such person that could knock into some sense into me..haha...my life....evolves around my xin, work, friends, family....as for him...maybe...we can have have a drink..would we? haa...
i had too much to drink and smoke yesterday...drank reallu alot....and know a very simple guy...he is verry chatty..but from his tone, i can tell he's a very simply guy by nature...probably like me also....simple....well..i enjoyed myself yesterday w my pals..plus him...kc...haha...will go find u next time....plus the other cute hunks there..hee....tata
well...i woke up today...in fact was prepared to meet my date...however,,,disappointed..it was cancelled....haiz~~well....i was so excited yesterday on e fact that i can see him today..oh well...next time then...
i saw my nightmare a few days ago...he's a nightmare to me...he is someone who have taught me alot of things...he taught me to recognise jerks are all around...and he make me realise that my xin is a very nice guy..i used to really hate him then...he was a nightmare...becuz of him..i led a life that i neva led..well...maybe i am just giving myself excuses..well...but neverthless, he's a impact...oh well...as for now..i dun really hate him...it takes two to clap..i guess, i am responsible for my own actions too...i am not sensible at times...and really too kiddish at times...and naive...plus dumb...well...thats me...a gal who is simple by nature..who neva think too deeply into things..yet think too far in future...argh..complicated me...well..thanks to him....i am glad got such person that could knock into some sense into me..haha...my life....evolves around my xin, work, friends, family....as for him...maybe...we can have have a drink..would we? haa...
i had too much to drink and smoke yesterday...drank reallu alot....and know a very simple guy...he is verry chatty..but from his tone, i can tell he's a very simply guy by nature...probably like me also....simple....well..i enjoyed myself yesterday w my pals..plus him...kc...haha...will go find u next time....plus the other cute hunks there..hee....tata
Thursday, November 25, 2004
My Xiao Xin
god....been sick.....i guess have been working too hard without resting enuff.....well..finally today off...can rest
and..i dreamt of my xiao xin yesterday!!!hee...really brightens up my day when i dream of him lo....hee....welll.....we were holding hands in e dream...and he's so shy....haha....well...same in reality..well...does the dream means something ? hee...
and..i dreamt of my xiao xin yesterday!!!hee...really brightens up my day when i dream of him lo....hee....welll.....we were holding hands in e dream...and he's so shy....haha....well...same in reality..well...does the dream means something ? hee...
Thursday, November 18, 2004
CyCliNg UndER the MooNLighT
i really enjoy myself man.....i cycled around my neighbourhood since 1am yesterday....on the main roads somemore...so "shuang"!!! the wind was cool.....shiok.....really shiok!!!!
and then i got a ride from two guys to...wow...really fun....one of them was cycling and i stand on the bicycle....it was fun..the wind against my face....shiok!!!but...he ah....only manage to bring me to a distant only...hey boy!!!!if ya reading...go train k? then "zai wo" more...... :)
and then another guy also "zai wo"...hee..i sat in front....wah....din expect him to able to cycle with me on the bicyle lo....i so heavy...but he really manage....and somemore..he cycled with me on the bicycle to a few blocks away jus tto get my sis supper....haha...he has trained enough..haha.....
i really enjoyed myself...haha...thanks boys...training you to "zai" your gf in future :P
and then i got a ride from two guys to...wow...really fun....one of them was cycling and i stand on the bicycle....it was fun..the wind against my face....shiok!!!but...he ah....only manage to bring me to a distant only...hey boy!!!!if ya reading...go train k? then "zai wo" more...... :)
and then another guy also "zai wo"...hee..i sat in front....wah....din expect him to able to cycle with me on the bicyle lo....i so heavy...but he really manage....and somemore..he cycled with me on the bicycle to a few blocks away jus tto get my sis supper....haha...he has trained enough..haha.....
i really enjoyed myself...haha...thanks boys...training you to "zai" your gf in future :P
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
ExerCisinG
hmm...i went swimming yesterday!!!gosh...fun...actually i dunno how to swim..i can swim a certain distance..but i dunno how to catch breathe.. :( so always stop when i dun have air already..haha...dumb right?
then my friend try to taught me breaststroke style of swimming...and i realise..i really slow..and my brain cannot coordinate..haha..once i know how i shld move my legs..i can't move my hands...slow slow slow....well...i guess i better brush up my freestyle and try to learn breaststroke...
i wanna jiayou..cuz i wanna be fit..hee...swimming can reduce fats plus save money too...healthy lifestyle...why not?
haha..but after yesterday swim, me and my close friend went to eat..after drinking..bought e33 for each of us..and i just drank the whole thing within 10mins...and right...i felt dizzy...and almost fainted....god...what am i trying to do?
then my friend try to taught me breaststroke style of swimming...and i realise..i really slow..and my brain cannot coordinate..haha..once i know how i shld move my legs..i can't move my hands...slow slow slow....well...i guess i better brush up my freestyle and try to learn breaststroke...
i wanna jiayou..cuz i wanna be fit..hee...swimming can reduce fats plus save money too...healthy lifestyle...why not?
haha..but after yesterday swim, me and my close friend went to eat..after drinking..bought e33 for each of us..and i just drank the whole thing within 10mins...and right...i felt dizzy...and almost fainted....god...what am i trying to do?
Sunday, November 14, 2004
Pursue What YouR HeaRt DesiRes ~~~
after exams..lazing at home always lead me to think of alot of unnecessary things..in fact..yes i been thinking of you again..xin...
oh well...was talking to a friend of min abt the things i been thru few months back...the most depressing period due to my mistake in life..well..was in tears man...and he tell me that .. it was a big mistake indeed and no point regretting..just let nature takes its course...and he told me to tell that to myself" things are going to turn out fine"..if i always remind myself that, things would really turn out fine...would it ?
well...pursue what your heart desires...i guess, many people do that ? just follow what their heart wanna do..however, pple do rem....sometimes pursuing what ur heart desires may be wrong..however, always think abt consequences...
and today, been listening to a song very related to this "pursue what your heart desires"....
this song is nice, guys go check this out " "listen to your heart " by Roxette.. nice song
been listening to alot of old old but sentimental music..i wonder why...and recently, i met up a friend of mine...haha..just realise he like this kind of music too..cuz his ringing tone is same as mine..."right here waiting for you"..another popular sentimental song which i guess everyone knows...
oh well...was talking to a friend of min abt the things i been thru few months back...the most depressing period due to my mistake in life..well..was in tears man...and he tell me that .. it was a big mistake indeed and no point regretting..just let nature takes its course...and he told me to tell that to myself" things are going to turn out fine"..if i always remind myself that, things would really turn out fine...would it ?
well...pursue what your heart desires...i guess, many people do that ? just follow what their heart wanna do..however, pple do rem....sometimes pursuing what ur heart desires may be wrong..however, always think abt consequences...
and today, been listening to a song very related to this "pursue what your heart desires"....
this song is nice, guys go check this out " "listen to your heart " by Roxette.. nice song
been listening to alot of old old but sentimental music..i wonder why...and recently, i met up a friend of mine...haha..just realise he like this kind of music too..cuz his ringing tone is same as mine..."right here waiting for you"..another popular sentimental song which i guess everyone knows...
Thursday, November 11, 2004
White Blazer!!!
pple....white blazers are really hard to get....i have been walking here and there looking for a white blazer for myself...perhaps, i am just too fat...can't get the right size too..hee
why white? cuz i look good in white..haha...i mean though white make one looks bigger, my skintone is suitable for white..thats why i have been looking high and low for a white blazer that suits me...singapore really kinda hard to find white..or maybe white is not a popular colour cuz it gets dirty easily..however, i still insists white unless i can find a nice black one..
finally..i bought already..hee...pple..i am gonna wear tml..so maybe u will know whether white suits me anot...haha...definitely i am sure..but white doesn't gurantee i wil ldo well for DPP..haha
good luck to me... :)
why white? cuz i look good in white..haha...i mean though white make one looks bigger, my skintone is suitable for white..thats why i have been looking high and low for a white blazer that suits me...singapore really kinda hard to find white..or maybe white is not a popular colour cuz it gets dirty easily..however, i still insists white unless i can find a nice black one..
finally..i bought already..hee...pple..i am gonna wear tml..so maybe u will know whether white suits me anot...haha...definitely i am sure..but white doesn't gurantee i wil ldo well for DPP..haha
good luck to me... :)
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
FriendS?!?
hmm...i have lost a friend...kinda sad...i met him with one bunch group of people..however, he dun even wanna talk to me much...haiz~~he use to be closest friend..we used to talk everything under the sun..really...we could talk for hours and days..i knew him through my friend..we were so close until we wanted to be "godbrother and god sister"..yes..we were..yes...were..no more are...there wasn't chemistry between us at all, we were just plainly good friends..well, i still rem when he was about to get enlisted in army, he gave me a call and said, anything can call him, cuz he would be worried about me cuz i can't take care of myself..i was really touch then..we were both attached then, and i was grateful for having such a close friend who would be there for me when i needed him. all my boyfriends knew about his presence, i would let them know about him cuz i dun wanna him to cause any misunderstandings and his presence won't pose danger to me and my boyfriends..
however, i dunno when it started, but we were no longer close. yes..everyone gets busier..however, we became strangers becuz of his girlfriend. i dunno what went wrong, but i know his gf really dislike me, well, i dun like her either. i have know him for years, if there was something between us, it would have happen long ago..goodness...yet, she always find the most stupid reasons to quarrel with him and behaving in the most unreasonable way. i can't stand her..seriously, i cant tolerate this kind of behaviour. i mean i wouldn't like the idea of my own bf having a very close gal friend as well, but if my bf really explains the relationship clearly and if i trusted my bf, why not? an occasional drink together or a chat won't kill...and if my bf really clean over the friendship, i dun mind to even be close friends with her. but i guess..saying is easy..maybe if one day, my bf really have such a close gal friend, i wonder how i behave..but i hope in a reasonable way...
well...anway, when i saw him i realised i can't talk to him anymore..our friendship is gone...well...i just felt sad cuz i lost a friend..and disappointed...well, nvm...just wish him all the best then.. for me...i dunno if i have any friends who would stand by me, however, i know, whenever if my dear friends who needs me to be around, if i can, i would be there ..cuz i know...a listening ear always helps...
treasure your relationship with your bf or gf...however, dun neglect friends too...friendship is dear too... hee...
however, i dunno when it started, but we were no longer close. yes..everyone gets busier..however, we became strangers becuz of his girlfriend. i dunno what went wrong, but i know his gf really dislike me, well, i dun like her either. i have know him for years, if there was something between us, it would have happen long ago..goodness...yet, she always find the most stupid reasons to quarrel with him and behaving in the most unreasonable way. i can't stand her..seriously, i cant tolerate this kind of behaviour. i mean i wouldn't like the idea of my own bf having a very close gal friend as well, but if my bf really explains the relationship clearly and if i trusted my bf, why not? an occasional drink together or a chat won't kill...and if my bf really clean over the friendship, i dun mind to even be close friends with her. but i guess..saying is easy..maybe if one day, my bf really have such a close gal friend, i wonder how i behave..but i hope in a reasonable way...
well...anway, when i saw him i realised i can't talk to him anymore..our friendship is gone...well...i just felt sad cuz i lost a friend..and disappointed...well, nvm...just wish him all the best then.. for me...i dunno if i have any friends who would stand by me, however, i know, whenever if my dear friends who needs me to be around, if i can, i would be there ..cuz i know...a listening ear always helps...
treasure your relationship with your bf or gf...however, dun neglect friends too...friendship is dear too... hee...
MaRriaGe
i went to my pal's ROM yesterday...he's getting married....haa...goodness...i guess i am going to get more in future? many friends are now at the age who are planning to get married..when will it be mine ? haha...well...i use to wish to get married at a young age cuz i wanted to settle down...but however...now...nah...i won't want to get married...partially no one wants me.. :P
just kidding...i dunno if there is anyone who want me...but marriage is something serious cuz ya going to face the person for at least half your lifetime..in times of happiness, sadness and everything, you gotta stand by your future husband or wife..
however, marriage now is taken quite lightly...the number of divorces are increasing..hmm...well..it may be a good sign though..cuz the moment you dun feel happy, you dun have to suffer, just divorce..however, traditionally, you have broken the promise you make on the day of ROM..you have taken the initiative to go for solemnization (correct spelling?!?), but u did not abide by it..kinda sad....
however..there are still happiness la...there are still many good marriages around..my parents' is one of them.. hee...i am already 23 this year..they have got married for almost 25 years...well...definitely, there will be disputes, but it will be solved..and still happily marriage..this shld be the way isn't it ?
Good luck to all those in love...those preparing to get married...think twice and be serious over your decision..marriage is not for show or play...jiayou!!!
just kidding...i dunno if there is anyone who want me...but marriage is something serious cuz ya going to face the person for at least half your lifetime..in times of happiness, sadness and everything, you gotta stand by your future husband or wife..
however, marriage now is taken quite lightly...the number of divorces are increasing..hmm...well..it may be a good sign though..cuz the moment you dun feel happy, you dun have to suffer, just divorce..however, traditionally, you have broken the promise you make on the day of ROM..you have taken the initiative to go for solemnization (correct spelling?!?), but u did not abide by it..kinda sad....
however..there are still happiness la...there are still many good marriages around..my parents' is one of them.. hee...i am already 23 this year..they have got married for almost 25 years...well...definitely, there will be disputes, but it will be solved..and still happily marriage..this shld be the way isn't it ?
Good luck to all those in love...those preparing to get married...think twice and be serious over your decision..marriage is not for show or play...jiayou!!!
Monday, November 08, 2004
Essence of Life
hello pple....what's the thing u wanna achieve in life?
career? money? marriage?happiness?
what's the correct focus? hmm....anione can give me an answer?
i believe in destiny..i am a person who believes in fate too...and i trust my instincts. ..i trust my basic instincts..do not doubt my sixth sense, it's in me...haha...but perhaps..at times..i believe in myself too much that my instincts usually land me in trouble..but...i still believe...cuz utlimately..i am the person making decisions and learning the essence of life..i always believe in one being responsible for one's acts...in the past and now...i still believe in this..cuz..whatever you do..bear the consequences...pple around you can only provide you w advice, some bad suggestions, however, untlimately...it is YOU, YOURSELF..responsible for your own acts..
friends...i did a serious big mistake in may...i guess only my closest friends know what it is all about...pple...until just a few weeks ago, i have learn to accept the fact..seriously..the mistake has made me make more mistakes after that, however, i have learnt it well liao..i have been strong...i have tried...really...i won't be defeated...i will be sad..but i will pick up myself when it is time..
distinguishing between like and love for someone...have taught me a serious lesson...though in a hard way, but trust me, i learnt it well..life may not be simple for me, but i will spent it well..whether it will be sad,happy, miserable or exciting, i shall spend time fruitfully...thats life..
the essence of life...to know one's direction clearly..spending time the way you wanna spend...doing the things the way you wanted to and do not regret..look back into the past..but prepare for the future...
i do sound pretty serious today...i do not know why...but kinda sad now...would anyone know what have i been thinking....would anyone understand me..and would anyone be there for me when i really need someone...would there be anyone....
career? money? marriage?happiness?
what's the correct focus? hmm....anione can give me an answer?
i believe in destiny..i am a person who believes in fate too...and i trust my instincts. ..i trust my basic instincts..do not doubt my sixth sense, it's in me...haha...but perhaps..at times..i believe in myself too much that my instincts usually land me in trouble..but...i still believe...cuz utlimately..i am the person making decisions and learning the essence of life..i always believe in one being responsible for one's acts...in the past and now...i still believe in this..cuz..whatever you do..bear the consequences...pple around you can only provide you w advice, some bad suggestions, however, untlimately...it is YOU, YOURSELF..responsible for your own acts..
friends...i did a serious big mistake in may...i guess only my closest friends know what it is all about...pple...until just a few weeks ago, i have learn to accept the fact..seriously..the mistake has made me make more mistakes after that, however, i have learnt it well liao..i have been strong...i have tried...really...i won't be defeated...i will be sad..but i will pick up myself when it is time..
distinguishing between like and love for someone...have taught me a serious lesson...though in a hard way, but trust me, i learnt it well..life may not be simple for me, but i will spent it well..whether it will be sad,happy, miserable or exciting, i shall spend time fruitfully...thats life..
the essence of life...to know one's direction clearly..spending time the way you wanna spend...doing the things the way you wanted to and do not regret..look back into the past..but prepare for the future...
i do sound pretty serious today...i do not know why...but kinda sad now...would anyone know what have i been thinking....would anyone understand me..and would anyone be there for me when i really need someone...would there be anyone....
Friday, November 05, 2004
ShoPpinG Queen!!!
hello!!!it's me again..hmm..quite addicted to blog now...very hardworking..almost everyday will update my blog..can tell right? well..dunno how long will my passion for the blong would lasts..hee :P
i have a very long day today...was at the agency today..it's time to look for jobs..wel..almost every single agency just asks ask to email them my cv..hmm..damn it...lazy la...very nua...haha..well, soon la..will do a cv soon..if i ever get the chance to use the pc for very long..that pig keep using the pc...well..it has been a month.i haven talk to her..well, she neva apologise so wh yshld i bother..right? ...oh yes..met a bitch at one of the agency today..so bitchy lo..critise my cv also..damn her..well, probably she has seen too much of grads like me...very sian in entertaining me..hee...got 35 agencies at international plaza lo!!35!!but we only conquered think 10cuz alot of them got mamasan down there "qiao" leg only..haha..
After the long search for jobs, me and moi friend went to trim eyebrow..damn it..think that person trim until her hands shake..she cause one gap between my eyebrow..argh...look so ugly..:( but i neva thnk too much also...went eating kenny roger..one of my favourite..then went shopping cuz my friend wanna attend a wedding..so she had to find clothes...and we went walk....haha...and iu enjoy picking clothes for people, cuz i like to see dif pple w diff figures trying out diff clothes..and i have confidence in my taste. :) well, cuz i have not much $$ to buy but i am happy to see my friends buy clothes that suit them. and i really like the blue top that i picked for my friend..well, i neva try but she looks good in it :) i think she will get alot of attention that day..the colours are getting alot of attention in a very femine way..and she's tall too..show of her main assets..but she dun like wearing skirt..but girl, if ya reading...pls..she look great in it..i dun lie..u shld know my frank comments..hee...
so after the shopping, i realise, i have the natural thing in me that can visualise tastes on pple..well, i din pursue my interests..3 years ago..well...nvm...gonna save up,,,trying hard..then i shall start my fashion shop...i love fashion..though for myself, i dun really look presentable..haha...i guess gotta improve on myself first..hee...
god..it's a long blog..hope no one fell asleep...hee...bye..gotta go work...hope my eyes dun look puffy...cried myself to sleep..hee...but i am ok again...bye~~~
i have a very long day today...was at the agency today..it's time to look for jobs..wel..almost every single agency just asks ask to email them my cv..hmm..damn it...lazy la...very nua...haha..well, soon la..will do a cv soon..if i ever get the chance to use the pc for very long..that pig keep using the pc...well..it has been a month.i haven talk to her..well, she neva apologise so wh yshld i bother..right? ...oh yes..met a bitch at one of the agency today..so bitchy lo..critise my cv also..damn her..well, probably she has seen too much of grads like me...very sian in entertaining me..hee...got 35 agencies at international plaza lo!!35!!but we only conquered think 10cuz alot of them got mamasan down there "qiao" leg only..haha..
After the long search for jobs, me and moi friend went to trim eyebrow..damn it..think that person trim until her hands shake..she cause one gap between my eyebrow..argh...look so ugly..:( but i neva thnk too much also...went eating kenny roger..one of my favourite..then went shopping cuz my friend wanna attend a wedding..so she had to find clothes...and we went walk....haha...and iu enjoy picking clothes for people, cuz i like to see dif pple w diff figures trying out diff clothes..and i have confidence in my taste. :) well, cuz i have not much $$ to buy but i am happy to see my friends buy clothes that suit them. and i really like the blue top that i picked for my friend..well, i neva try but she looks good in it :) i think she will get alot of attention that day..the colours are getting alot of attention in a very femine way..and she's tall too..show of her main assets..but she dun like wearing skirt..but girl, if ya reading...pls..she look great in it..i dun lie..u shld know my frank comments..hee...
so after the shopping, i realise, i have the natural thing in me that can visualise tastes on pple..well, i din pursue my interests..3 years ago..well...nvm...gonna save up,,,trying hard..then i shall start my fashion shop...i love fashion..though for myself, i dun really look presentable..haha...i guess gotta improve on myself first..hee...
god..it's a long blog..hope no one fell asleep...hee...bye..gotta go work...hope my eyes dun look puffy...cried myself to sleep..hee...but i am ok again...bye~~~
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