Emotional Ah Jaz

8th August was a eventful day? I was walking alone in the malls and I think I saw someone that I used to know. If I am not wrong, we walked past each other without acknowledging each other's presence. I should be right that I didnt see the wrong person. Well, it made me kinda sad as we used to be friends? I thought we were close friends as well.. and we had stop contacting for whatever reasons that I cant really remember. But I knew I was quite pissed over some incidents; however for me, it's sad to lose a friendship like that. 

And just I thought this saddens me, I saw another one that saddens me even more. I was dining with my school friends and was chatting away. And just like in the tv shows, i couldnt talk properly as I see him walking into the same restaurant and right in front of me into the private room. i was stunned until i couldnt speak. It has been years since I last seen him. very much the same. well.. i was pondering whether to msg him and I did. And true enough, I didnt got the wrong person and we were in the same place. like the saying " so close yet so far". 

well.. i felt so emotional over this. i am not sure why it is so but i guess the fact that he has always been in my heart says alot of things. i love my boyfriend but for him it's a feeling that i cant describe. 

i was pretty curious over hows he is doing now but we didnt have the chance to chat face to face. anyway, like i say before, i knew he's doing quite well now and i am really glad that he is. i used to think back, why am i not the lady beside him when he is feeling so happy and successful now, i was sad. we have went through a rough patch and we couldnt be together anymore kinda saddens me. perhaps it's just not meant to be in the first place. nevertheless... everyone has his and her life to go on and choices in life. we have made our choice then. sincerely, i wish him all the best still. 

after a night of being emotional, my boy listens and talks. he's pretty understanding and i am really blissed. 

it has been awhile since i blogged. perhaps it's time to shift my blog?  

~现在我很幸福~

like what the title says.. it says how i felt everyday since i know him and the decision to be with him. 

hope everyday will be as what he promise.. i just wanna be happy and smile :) 

i am blissed..

Platonic Friendship

The Definition ..... 

1) A very close male friend that a woman has. Their relationship is strictly "just friends" and usually never involves anything sexual. Men do not have platonic friends, just simply women they haven't fucked yet. 

Somewhere along the way, John made a wrong turn and slipped into the friends zone by not making a sexual move on Cindy. 

Joe: "Do you know what a platonic friend is to a woman?" Max: "No" Joe: "A dick in a glass case. In case of an emergency, BREAK GLASS" 

2) A very very very close friend of the opposite sex. A woman is a man's platonic friend if she's his best friend (or a very close friend of his), but nothing more. And yes, contrary to what's been said earlier, men CAN have platonic friends, just like women. 

person1: Ashley and Brandon are so close to each other, they spend all of their time together. I'm sure they're dating! 

Person2: Not necessarily, i asked Ashley yesterday and she told me that there was nothing between them, they're just platonic friends. 

3.sometimes when a man wants a women yet he knows she is grossed out/creeped out/not attracted to him he will attempt to get close to her claiming to be merely a "platonic friend". When a women wants to be gentle to a man and not go out with him she may use a phrase similar to " I just want to be a platonic friend" 

Chris wanted Kristen but knew he could never have her so he claimed he just wanted to be a platonic friend  Jodie Foster turned down John Hinckley by saying she just wanted to be his platonic friend. ------------------------------------------------------------------------

Well.. I do have platonic friendship with some people around. However, is it really possible with everyone? Or does he feel the same? This is making me miserable though I need to set my records straight again. Just the scandals are enough to make me feel unwell.. Still needing to look strong and nothing? thats so cool! 

argh.. 

"Platonic Love is a fool's name for the affection between a disability and a frost. " 

great ... seriously ... I deserve more seriously...

Troubled

i am seriously very troubled by the incidents haunting me..
well .. i am at a loss...
we are so close yet so far...
hate this kind of feeling ...

thoughts ...

~~黄小琥 不只是朋友~~


你身边的女人总是美丽
你追逐的爱情总是游戏
在你的眼里
我是你可以对饮言欢的朋友
你从不吝啬催促我分享你的快乐
你开心的时候总是挥霍
你失意的片刻总是沉默
在你的眼里
我是你可以依靠倾吐的朋友
你从不忘记提醒我分担你的寂寞
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点自私的占有

你开心的时候总是挥霍
你失意的片刻总是沉默
在你的眼里
我是你可以依靠倾吐的朋友
你从不忘记提醒我分担你的寂寞
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点自私的占有

想做你不变的恋人
想做你一世的牵挂
想做你不只是朋友
喔....喔....
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点自私的占有
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点自私的占有